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 i think #realy still has some glitches somewhere in its encodings somehow... some searches don't get results and in the logs i see errors about end of file and unexpected data lengths so there may be some error in the way the binary event encoder is working, or the decoder is not correctly decoding them

probably will take some specific effort to iron this out

generally, it seems like the relay works, it's stable, it can do network based import/export and it has the simplest access control scheme possible, that requires no additional UI

but i think i need to write tests and debug this event encoder because it looks like 0.01% of events don't seem to be encoded correctly and are not fetched from the database 
 you have a list of npubs called owners

their follows are whitelisted

all of their mutes their authored events cannot be stored on the relay 
 el salvador was the first to openly go big on it... USA is probably gonna go big soon, if they do, china will, and russia will have to as well, and it's pretty much rocket time for bitcoin when all that happens

it's pretty momentous, as momentous as the federal reserve act i think, this is the only way they can go forward and it will radically reshape politics because if states are bound to its fiscal discipline this means that saving will become a thing again and that means a golden age really could be coming

june 25th 2025 at 9:30 in the morning is a very special celestial configuration that ancient hindu texts say will mark the beginning of a golden age... it lines up very neatly 
 today is a very good day

i now have officially deployed #realy on my VPS

i can back up its data easily because i have bound it to a wireguard address so only my machines can access it, and i can upload new data to it

i haven't completely finished the garbage collector yet, but i will need to make sure i do in case one of my follows decides to go rogue and upload the library of alexandria to it while i'm not paying attention

it is set up to automatically allow access, with auth, to everyone on my follow list and it refuses to allow events to be published from users on my mute list 
 yes, to make it fully happy i had to add a memory configuration setting on it too... it now can be configured to contain memory allocation, as it was OOM killed when i tried to upload my cache of follows events that i've been ripping from nostrudel and coracle

you can see its info page on next.nostrudel.ninja here: https://next.nostrudel.ninja/#/r/wss%3A%2F%2Fnostr.realy.lol%2F - click on the notes to see what's actually stored on it... well, sorta... nostrudel is a bit funny with loading these but mostly works... coracle... for some reason doesn't like to do this anymore, i had it working at one or two points in the past but i didn't focus on figuring out what the error was

 
 hrmph coracle mangles that relay info page link 
 here's what building #realy looks like on a 1 core 1gb memory VPS from scratch using #golang 1.23.1 with nothing in the module cache and timed so you can see how long it takes:

https://cdn.satellite.earth/cd9d026fa9d6ed3dc396d39ff7beffa4078f34217951ce929a539dddef0f4035.png

faster than building mike dilger's relay tester on a 4 core intel i5 gen 7 with 20gb of memory, and it's a whole realy 
 that's why it's called Go 
 after a small change to actually quite a lot of files (this commit https://github.com/mleku/realy/commit/6b80cbea1191f387e4ca61b26e35795c72a48459 )

https://cdn.satellite.earth/fd6966c30bb35d874470919a35fbf3cf0561c9cdb46d4e6633838f67a30c33a8.png

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 #realy installation is simple

install go 1.23 and git

git clone https://github.com/mleku/realy.git

cd realy

for the simplest but not as performant

    export CGO_ENABLED=0
    cd cmd/realy
    go build .

this produces the binary in the current directory, then move the binary `realy` where you want, eg /usr/local/bin

    realy env

spits out the default configuration (and when customised, the current configuration)

    mkdir ~/.realy
    realy env > ~/.realy/.env

these are the expected default locations for the data directory and configuration file

use your editor (nano i guess would be most people, maybe vi/vim for some) to edit, it's just a set of key/value pairs in standard env style

you can move it to another directory if you must, but you have to invoke it with the data directory environment variable set in the command, eg:

    ROOT_DIR=/path/to/where/you/want/it PROFILE=.profileFolderNameCanBeAnyValidDirectoryName realy

this will then make realy look in that place to load the .env file (it's always called .env though, sorry #notsorry

for more information, see https://realy.lol it will explain how to disable CGO as well as, from the main readme.md, direct you to the instructions on how to build the bitcoin/secp256k1 signature library to get much better event signature verification performance

#realy uses an event store based on fiatjaf's eventstore/badger but much less resource hungry, and using the fastest #golang binary event encoder i am aware of, there is no extra configuration, no docker, no environment, #nobullshit

it is, in my 8 years experience at Go development a reasonably well written, maybe could be better documented codebase, and it should not be difficult, if you have the will, to learn Go and to modify this relay to do whatever you like, and please do ping me if you create featurse for it, i am happy to integrate them into the mainline with a suitable, consistent interface for configuring to use it (such as how it currently is a no-auth open public relay by default currently, but if you set AUTH_REQUIRED it requires nip-42 auth, and if you put your npub in OWNERS it will allow everyone on your follow list, once it's published to the relay, to publish notes to your relay and use it as an outbox 
 geez i go through all that effort to explain you can put it anywhere and how to do it and that's not enough

i'm fine with it this way, most people will just run it alone on a VPS maybe with lerproxy (my reverse proxy with nip-05) which just uses a file wherever "mapping.txt"

`.realy` is not going to be confusing or conflict with anything, that's part of the reason why i picked the name as i did, short, and unambiguous

my home folder barely has 50 files/folders in it, i wouldn't call it pollution, and on a VPS, XDG is irrelevant 
 i'm just building it on single core 1gb VPS and it's kinda taking a while to build haha

i might have to consider making binaries available 
 ok, it was because i had set my GOROOT wrong lol 
 i don't like the xdg convention for server apps because you kinda want to be able to remember where to look for it

when you install a fresh ubuntu server, it doesn't have a .config folder, this is mostly used by GUIs

i could be mistaken but the D in XDG stands for "Desktop" 
 well, i might change it, i want to avoid making too many high level changes from here on 
 yeah i'm changing it now, easy enough to do

it's actually the appdata library where that is designed in... on windows and mac it goes into special folders... should be the same for linux methinks 
 hah, it was a bit more of a dumpster fire than that actually... fixed now, will need to revise documents i guess maybe 
 haha... fortunately i'm a bit more experienced than that...

i had literally just done a shortcut on this part of the configuration and it wasn't set up to use the proper OS application data directory scheme

so i just had to revise the appdata library, so it conforms to XDG, and then fiddle with my configuration so i'd moved all the files and pointed all the configs in the right place

thanks for your advising on this, this is definitely better 
 And those paper ballots should be required to be securely stored for a period after the election ... 
 it looks like he will win by more than 20% though, just that the fascists have the house, and a huge network of agents throughout the state governments of the swing states and blue states

just gotta plan to account for insane regime uncertainty at this point i think 
 Giving up on #strfry. Copying binaries didn’t work, some lib file missing or something.

#Haven... 
 it's gonna be a fun dumpster fire but ok... this is why i'm a nip-42 maxi... paid relays are the only way to protect DM privacy 
 nspawn is more lightweight than docker, no layered filesystem... but you have to bring more batteries to it... i never even heard of it until a year ago, it's a great way to put services in containers

https://github.com/relaytools/relay-tools-images i helped build this 
 yeah, it had go in it because cloudfodder was building strfry sprockets in Go and it was simplest to just write a script to install go and git and pull the stuff

go and git have got to be the smallest footprint dev toolchain there is, anyone that doesn't get how powerful that is is just not thinking 
 i was very interested in "NoKernel" even more, and have even thought of an idea of having a kernel running on each core of a CPU with a message passing interface

plan9 also goes towards this direction as well, by creating a uniform socket interface for everything, the next logical step from the unix "everything is a file"

but android also with LXC namespace isolation goes a long way towards this also

and i get it that this is what UFS and ZFS are trying to do to filesystems but really LVM2 does it better overall, you can conceive of a single service that just manages this, and another service that manages permission, like a local version of ETCD

i think it's gonna be a long time yet before we see the end of monolithic kernels though... apple runs on a bsd microkernel and everyone else is running monolithics

i think really it's just about the API differences, it's hard to make a mapping between standard system APIs and the distinctly different way you run things with a no-kernel everything-is-a-service style of architecture... the slowest moving parts of software development are languages and kernels

it's a subject dear to my heart though... kernels and compilers, my two favourite things 
 yeah, and it might make it possible to dispense with much of the linux kernel too, especially if you start to think in terms of plan9 "everything is a server" 
 i'm not sure if you are even reading my notes but i literally just built and am running my realy relay on wss://nostr.realy.lol this evening and you already have access to read and write to it if your client auths to confirm you are one of my follows

it took a bit over a minute including download time to build it on a 1gb memory VPS

you should be able to get any Go based relay to build from source in even as small as 512Mb of memory 
 First problem hosting my own #strfry: VPS not powerful enough to compile it. 🤦‍♀️

Tryin... 
 i could add this feature to #realy very easily... i've not looked at doing such things because i simply think it's a silly thing, and my relay https://realy.lol has SIMD SHA256 hashing on it so it's pretty fast, i think it's under 500ns to hash a message, and the canonical message format derivation is also zero allocation 
 it's written in go, same as haven, and it's based off relayer instead of khatru, which i think does stupid things with the concurrency, way too much of it in eventstore libraries

i completely rewrote the entire go-nostr library as well, everything is way faster, you can see here:

https://github.com/mleku/nostrbench

it's got the fastest JSON and binary encoder you can get... i have no idea what strfry's data encoding performance is like but i doubt it could be much faster than this 
 also, it already has a simple access control system based on the follow and mute lists of designated npubs, called "owners"

all muted npubs their events can't be stored on the relay and only the follows of the owners are allowed to access and must use auth 
 #realy now has a pretty complete set of import and export functions, attached to a second, default localhost web server

you can now export everything with this:

    curl http://localhost:3337/export > everything.jsonl

or just all of the whitelisted users and all events with p tags with them in it:

    curl http://localhost:3337/export/users > users.jsonl

or just one user: (includes also matching p tags)

    curl http://localhost:3337/export/4c800257a588a82849d049817c2bdaad984b25a45ad9f6dad66e47d3b47e3b2f >mleku.jsonl

    or several users: (ditto above)

    curl http://localhost:3337/export/4c800257a588a82849d049817c2bdaad984b25a45ad9f6dad66e47d3b47e3b2f-454bc2771a69e30843d0fccfde6e105ff3edc5c6739983ef61042633e4a9561a >mleku_gojiberra.jsonl


and import also, to put one of these files (also nostrudel and coracle have functions to export the app database of events in jsonl)

    curl -XPOST -T nostrudel.jsonl localhost:3337/import

repository is here:

https://realy.lol 
 The Norwegian tax system feels like a maze designed to drain ambition. It doesn’t just punish h... 
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i've been in more than a few abusive relationships but governments really top the list

bulgarian government never paid me back any EU VAT on work related expenses when i registered a corporation 2 years ago and then expect me to pay 1000 euros to shut down the corporation

i just left, never going back

if it's really impossible to avoid paying direct taxes with an administrative burden on you, it's best to leave 
 yeah for me it was 12 years trying to start a business and just having so many obstructions to being able to become viable 
 in australia i tried thousands of times to get jobs and crickets

in Bulgaria before 2 weeks of trying i'm doing my first training shift

to be fair, western europe sucks too, it was only in the balkans that i found things more reasonable... so-called "corrupt" countries lol 
 i hope to go to the midwest, up in the mountains, and just stay off the radar, i mean it can't be that hard right? with millions of losers being shipped in across the southern border

i'm doing ok here in the edge of the EU in this same way... it's a lot harder for them to enforce it in such rugged terrain and relatively sparse population... customs is a killer though, absolute nightmare and extremely high import duties 
 these days i mostly work remotely, and try to avoid getting into arrangements involving taxation... current main paid gig i don't have any binds to the local authorities and i get paid in sats, company is based in USA, so i guess they might be paying the IRS on my behalf

i had to do some registration rigmerole for a job back in 2021 and that shit turned into a huge waste of time and zero tax back for my actual business expenses 
 yeah, i'm just going to live somewhere small enough that it's not a pain

i work remotely anyhow... i seriously doubt the IRS is doorknocking in buttfuck idaho, or whatever small place i land (preferably under 10k people) 
 being childless in middle age is nothing to envy, nor is my plague of health

the only thing that is going right for me is i'm good enough at programming to be able to get work and deliver on the spec

if i get lucky enough to find a wife where i go next, then, well, ok, but i played a long game and didn't have fun getting there

the one thing that i am very grateful for is to not be stuck in a position where i have to figure out how to not have the state brainwash my children, that really disturbs me... i had a really bad time at school and i wouldn't wish that on my own children, and it's worse now than it was then 
 the most strange thing about the reaction i'm having at the moment is different than normal

the bronchoconstriction is not really bad, like, if my first time at it in 2014 with the severe reaction from wheat/celiac, was 10, then this is like 6

but what is really irritating is my eyes, i feel like i've been touching a cat and then touched my eyes... which i actually did do a bit in recent weeks, even 3 days ago, but it's like it's just hanging around and isn't dissipating... my eyes feel like salty sandpaper

it may have something to do with the DMSO i have been using... perhaps it has exacerbated the problem with stuff going deeper into my skin and in this case my eyeballs


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 yeah, update on that, i've figured out once again it's the Girao brand cage eggs... probably fed on wheat... but also whatever that marinade was, probably added to it 
 the main type of eggs available on madeira are one of the allergens... now i've remembered i had this problem previously with them, it's a combination of things, my autoimmune reaction builds up and once it passes a threshold the eggs start to trigger asthma 
 yeah, madness... and it's these particular eggs, and the problem went away after a long time not eating them 
 My self-hosted lnurl still isn't working for some reason, all the transactions are just pending u... 
 probably some DNS record bullcrap... GN 
 yeah, that's almost certainly the problem... you could verify this by getting someone to use the DNS of your registrar to test if that works then you know it's just a waiting game 
 i'm always flirting with problems with this allergy i have

mostly i get away with it but then on occasions i get the rash and on rarer occasions i get this many-days-long bronchoconstriction

salbutamol and salmeterol both open up the tubes but the first remedy i found when it hit me hard in prison in 2014 was caffeine

that's all i have around me right now

i think cannabis can help, at least some varieties, but others not so much

the escalation of this issue was part of the reason why i stopped smoking a little over a year ago finally permanently

my hostility towards the medical/food industrial complex is rooted in this allergy, and it predates this severe problem i have now, as i on and off had mild issues for a long time

note that i spent a couple of years homeless, and during the sometimes several month long periods that i was completely without support and scraping for food and eventually started begging, my health was better... even though a lot of the time i was eating bread, the most common thing for me to find left out to feed people like me

the thing was i didn't eat very much, i was some days starving most of the day but for a few bites

anyway, writing this because i'm drinking an espresso to calm this down and standing up is less suffocating feeling than laying down trying to sleep 
 yeah... this is why i want to get out of europe, it's really hard to find any place where you can get actual beef, or any other meat products that aren't laced with nitrites and preservatives and wheat and miscellaneous toxic bullshit... and fed on grain itself... i can smell it on most of the meat that it's being fed on wheat or corn or whatever

grass fed is so much different taste, like real fucking food

that's how i keep on falling down on this, and why i don't plan to be here in 6 months time, hell if someone said "i have a place you can stay and work right now and get raw milk and beef" i'd be like "tomorrow or the next day?" 
 well i got a lot of sunlight in the last two days... nah, it's been tripped over some threshold, once that happens i think the only really effective way out is fasting 
 you are from former yugoslavia country right? there is a lot more actual beef there than anywhere else on the continent... you can also find it in the UK, but outside of yugoslavia, basically if EU then VEAL

the butcher in the supermarket in Sarajevo had mainly beef... yes, probably because muslim, one of the benefits of islam lol

veal... and on top, grain fed, feedlot. is worse than typical pork... the only form of beef available to me is frozen hamburger patties, and supposedly over the other side of the island, which is hard to get to, 40 euros each way by taxi, there is one or two butchers that actually have proper 18 month+ beef... i have never actually seen it anywhere in my year here so far

yeah, i'm going where i can easily find beef, preferably to beef country in fact, preferably somewhere that people actually understand the difference

it's literally such a destruction of my quality of life to not be able to eat proper meat, this is the situation for most euro-peons at this point

there's lots of other things going on but the ruling class of europe seems to be most intent of all the things it is doing , aside from raising taxes even further, is starving people of actual beef and mutton 
 the most strange thing about the reaction i'm having at the moment is different than normal

the bronchoconstriction is not really bad, like, if my first time at it in 2014 with the severe reaction from wheat/celiac, was 10, then this is like 6

but what is really irritating is my eyes, i feel like i've been touching a cat and then touched my eyes... which i actually did do a bit in recent weeks, even 3 days ago, but it's like it's just hanging around and isn't dissipating... my eyes feel like salty sandpaper

it may have something to do with the DMSO i have been using... perhaps it has exacerbated the problem with stuff going deeper into my skin and in this case my eyeballs


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 i wouldn't say no if someone was offering but no, i have midwest in mind... colorado/wyoming/montana

reminds me, that argentina finally has someone who is actually dialing back government, that's a plus also, on top of it being beef country 
 one of my colleagues at my job with dusk.network was from there and it sounded pretty awful 2 years ago 
 yeah, fasting and sunshine really are two helpful things but sunshine - too much reduces immune function, as does too much exercise... i've probably also added to my problem with my outing the day before yesterday, was outside for like 4 hours, walking and riding a bike 
 i'd be almost certain that you actually have a food allergy but like me, normally it seems like you can get away with it but then when these other allergens get bad the whole immune system goes into panic mode and the anaphylaxis and inflammation kicks in

mine is celiac but there are other specific allergies, egg, milk, salicylates (tomatoes, capsicum) i think brassicas can cause allergies too

i know mine is celiac because i also get dermatitis herpeteformis, which is a rash i get around my elbows, hands and sometimes feet, that resembles toad skin or herpes, even when it's scratched, which you do because it's itchy as hell, and no, calamine doesn't calm it down, it also leaks yellow mucus when you bust up the skin, it is something to do with the pores... i only just realised that this skin problem was actually a symptom of celiac like last month...

what happens is when the primary allergy flares up from too much intake of the allergen, this triggers autoimmune reactions of other kinds as well, like when i first got the severe bronchoconstriction from the celiac back in 2014, i also had additional reactions to especially brown rice (not so bad to rice), to cucumber, watermelon, onion, garlic, tomatoes, capsicum, and even milk, but normally i tolerate all of those things well... and yes, dust and pollens also contribute, and i think maybe that what might normally not trigger the food reaction, when in combination with several others, like lesser allergens, egg, milk, pollen, etc

it is basically impossible to identify exactly what it is without doing elimination and i did that back then and found that the only things that didn't trigger it were meat and potatoes, and sausages, which are meat and potatoes

anyhow, fasting is the number one thing to do to get it to go away... once the gut clears after 3 days, it also resets your metabolism and the immune system settles down with nothing continuing to irritate it

stuff we eat hangs around in our bodies for about this long typically, in the mouth, in the throat, in the intestines, if it sticks to or gets lodged in cracks and crannies it will continue to irritate until it's mostly eaten by bacteria or washed away 
 i get dermatitis herpeteformis, and i have chronic diarrhea, a diet high in bread for 7 months while in prison led to the development of chronic bronchoconstriction (basically anaphylaxis)

I get about half of these uncommon symptoms as well:

However, more than half the adults with celiac disease have symptoms that are not related to the digestive system, including:

Anemia, usually from iron deficiency due to decreased iron absorption.
Loss of bone density, called osteoporosis, or softening of bones, called osteomalacia.
Itchy, blistery skin rash, called dermatitis herpetiformis.
Mouth ulcers.
Headaches and fatigue.
Nervous system injury, including numbness and tingling in the feet and hands, possible problems with balance, and cognitive impairment.
Joint pain.
Reduced functioning of the spleen, known as hyposplenism.
Elevated liver enzymes.


i know my bones are weaker than normal, i get joint pain, the dermatitis, fatigue, numbness and tingling in the hands and feet, balance problems, i was tested by an impulse response test while i was in New Zealand that said i had severe impulse control and attention deficit, i also got tested at a sleep lab, overnight test, and a day test, and when i saw the neurologist he was ready to prescribe me ritalin or dexamphetamine, both of which i'd tried previously and were causing severe side effects

i'm 48 now and several of the secondary problems that can come from this not being properly treated also... the numbness and tingling are actually part of a complex of issues related to sugar metabolism as well, and i now get cramps in my lower legs and hands

i sure as fuck would like to get it treated but literally that means eating grass fed beef and raw milk and living in the country lol... can be tricky to organise, i'm working on it 
 yeah, it's celiac though, the list of symptoms matches up perfectly

secondary problems have developed due to the inflammation and digestion problems, especially potassium deficiency and magnesium deficiency

i get ZERO benefit from any kind of steroids, the only thing that stops the asthma is stopping the allergens, that's mainly wheat, but i guess this particular kind of eggs here are now in the same basket

several of these problems diminished a lot when i was on a milk diet, but the neuropathy started to get worse and i put on a lot of weight

i only get reflux from eating certain kinds of foods... which are probably gluten or seed oil containing in most cases

in any case, once a gain 🤦‍♂️ yes the eggs, i already figured this one out like 4 months ago and here i am again, forgotten again

fasting and beef and no wheat or eggs all will probably help... cannabis helps stop the cramps but i was only taking CBD/HHC stuff, which was sorta half working for a few days and then stopped wolking so much 
 well, that's why i want to go for the raw milk/grass fed beef

this has just reminded me yet again that i can't tolerate standard EU regulated eggs, has to be legit free range or nothing

i'm cooking regularly with beef tallow now, and i am sure it is helping, and as for inflammation, i'm taking MSM and also spraying 60% DMSO with magnesium chloride in it

they both are reducing the cramping problem... it was just the eggs, it crept up on me, takes about 1-2 weeks of daily eating these eggs before it starts

probably if i would actually cut out seed oil fried potato chips that would help a lot, Jack Kruse specifically says that carb foods cooked in canola/sunflower shit have acrylamide in them which contributes to peripheral neuropathy

he also mentions in one text i got about it that the standard treatments are antinflammatories and painkillers and both long term are making you sicker than eliminating these things

nah, i'm making some progress, really, the MSM is definitely a step forward, i've got more energy now and everything, it's a natural antiinflammatory, and the DMSO is both opening up the peripheral circulation and putting magnesium there in the muscles that are having problems depolarising, which is partly due to the nerves but partly due to low potassium and magnesium levels

just have to keep the eggs out of the diet, i'm too nervous about it at this point to even try, if i can even find them, free range, i just don't trust these EU farmers at all, they keep on pandering to brussells and the amount of sickness it is causing just keeps getting worse every year 
 yeah, oof man i hate those misanthropic massmurdering sumbiches ... that's my point, they are doing it to have people suffer and die

also i've never really been to croatia, passed through a few times going to Bosnia but that was it, always had a bad impression about it... i think it's the most "conformant" for EU standards? you see the odd bit of EU bullshit around bosnia and serbia but they don't really seem to have control of the people so much or the favour of these gods 
 the thing is the EU isn't embargoing them like they are with everyone else except bulgaria and slovenia

"too corrupt" is the cover story. lol

more like the people in the government won't even comply 
 there are some good guides out there and i think there is forums where you can send photos and people will help you... not on nostr yet unfortunately 
 when i was a youngin local university libraries were a good place to find books that had actually relevant local species 
 The signature pattern of evil is to turn meaning upside down, to mock truth. Its not simply to co... 
 one of my follows posted one recently 
 i made a reply to it so it should not be so hard 
 yeah, i couldn't find it in the time range i thought it was but it may have been further back...

i might see if i can make nostrudel pull all my notes for the last few weeks and dump em on my newly deployed relay on my VPS 
 meh, idk it seems to load them on the screen but they arnet' apparently going anywhere else, gonna play with the settings a bit more 
 meh... way too much data to sift through, it's around somewhere, i made a reply, and i'm pretty sure it was to a post that Marakesh made of someone else's stuff

the repost event id is: d3226b6e537a70b866ee83c09d48165d98e079104bf782f957f1bfd468c45d0e and their pubkey is: dace63b00c42e6e017d00dd190a9328386002ff597b841eb5ef91de4f1ce8491

the event that it reposts is: 5a3cf3e4b3dda1513148977f58e4d88ddddf57f58399934d3f1449105317d5a0 and the pubkey of the author is: 35c327905920ee1d1c2aa110208fc4f08807928dcea1ffbf9f3ad5418bbe56ea

if you know of better tools to do these searches then you'll certainly find it

 
 and yes, it was easy to find, just not easy to find where to find the rest of the thread

it would be really nice to have a simple tool that just trawls all of the relays with a custom filter... actually, ...

this would be the filter:

{
  "authors":["dace63b00c42e6e017d00dd190a9328386002ff597b841eb5ef91de4f1ce8491"],
 "#e": ["d3226b6e537a70b866ee83c09d48165d98e079104bf782f957f1bfd468c45d0e"],
  "limit": 200
}

i tried doing it with nostrudel's event console but it gave no results on my relay list, maybe you would have better luck 
 oh, probably that filter needs my npub in it 
 this is just a classic example of how broken nostr clients are

i have no problem finding this event, EASILY by just grepping the output of my relay export

probably if i just string some greps together i can find it... 
 i'm just exporting the entire db, running it through a two greps to find my npub and that post i'm replying to... maybe it will eventually find it... 120mb/s lol damn

i'm just not sure why these clients don't find this shit, i write queries in the database and all that shit and pop in seconds 
 grep flagged a match on "binary" data so idk, this is another hint that there is something wrong with the binary codec

i'm going to write some tests... i have a motherlode of events that i know at least some dozens or hundreds of these don't encode/decode correctly, i can just write a simple test that you feed this file to it and it spits out the ones that don't get through the encode/decode cycle 
 oh, after digging around trying to find that ai aliens thing, it's from mastodon btw 
 I have no beer in my possession. I will have none for a very long time. 

I have no good reason t... 
 don't forget the knackwoerst 
 i'm almost finished writing an export function for #realy that lets you pick out a specific pubkey's authored events to back up, or the "users" which is the whitelisted users, designated by the "owners" follow list

of course my database has some 50gb in it so it takes a while, but it's pretty cool... 11mb so far of my follows events and 700kb of my own... pretty sure there is more in there later on so i'm just gonna let it run to the end and do something else

will be pushing this commit soon...

if there was an easy way to use nostr auth on a web connection #asknostr then i could expose this feature of the relay so anyone can literally do this from a public relay endpoint (https instead of wss) with the path `/export/<mypubkeyhex>`

i wanted to finish this specific feature anyhow, since after all a relay operator could run a web service to proxy this via using some tunnel to allow an authed user to get at it or whatever, but just to have the feature is useful anyway

iti can do this all in parallel also, but obviously it scans the entire database so it can take a while and not send data for lots of the time, it only sends events that have the matching author pubkey 
 italian is "senza" 
 idk... bulgarian and serbian/etc is "bez" and slovenian "brez" 
 i didn't quite believe she was actually on here but she is, no mostr.pub address 
 on a mission to cull out the least quality from my follows right now

don't take it bad if i'm not following you now, i just am pruning back how much energy i spend on nostr and i had been putting too much into using it versus building on it 
 haha, yeah, i think it's just the case that you can only really deal with your 12 disciples so when you get too many people engaging you have to get rid of the ones who are not as serious

your fault, bringing up Jesus again 
 also i'm not really a big account... i just like to get engaged with people who i perceive are adding to the conversation, mainly that actually means teaching me something... or at least making me feel like i have a student 
 well my mother was always teaching me things but she got sick and her trade before she was a mother was nurse... and my father was always trying to teach things but he was terrible at it, super cranky and demanding, more of a tyrant of a teacher... and yeah, before that, my mother's father also a teacher and engineer 
 A free and open society is dependent on people being able to freely and openly exchange ideas and... 
 on a long enough timeline, everyone becomes a #bitcoin and #nostr maxi 
 that's why complex languages, complex build systems, and complex (read: dynamic linked) libraries don't really help anyone

that's why i say "on a long enough timeline, everyone becomes a #golang maxi"

it satisfies all of these requirements, and you just made it clear why they are so important 
 hahaha

fuck agile

the biggest problem in software dev is architects, people who know how to keep features down to a small enough size that the work can be stable at the prescribed deadline

at 3 years full time i started to get a bit of a grasp on architecture and i feel like i can pretty much be given a job description now, and within a couple of days tell you how long it will take, how many people it will need, and what features probably will need more time

software architecture is like building architecture but different... instead of load bearing requirements and foundations and whatnot, we have feature counts, which have trees of features under them, and you have to elaborate them down to a certain depth to actually get the picture of how much is involved

people and time are the main resources, as distinct from materials and labor and equipment... in my recent work i have also discovered that it can slow things down a lot if it's not easy to coordinate people's days to each other, remote work is really hard to do if people aren't "excessively" chatty about what they are doing because you can only sync up progress and deal with problems if people TALK ABOUT THEM

anyhow

maybe some day soon i'll actually get to architect for something bigger with more people, but for now, just continuing to do my own thing and notice the features and time involved so i can use this info later and to help my own work in the meantime 
 There is a lot of cats like this on #madeira

https://i.nostr.build/hPDQCWuMeIKJynMv.jpg

Also dogs, rabbits and pigeons. A white dog lives a few doors up the street from me.

Notice he has blue eyes. This and the lack of hair pigment are a recessive gene mutation, same thing that makes white and redhead humans.

I think this one is deaf also, he didn't react to my pspspsps ing 
 i dunno, it was odd because as someone suggested "maybe the black ones were just killed off" but on the other hand, it occurred to me that maybe there has been a lot of white ones here a very long time

supposedly lol... humans have only been here 600 years, according to portuguese government

but there is definitely a pyramid on the canaries, at least one, and i'm rather wearied of seeing in person these antiquities and then someone tells me "but the government banned them from digging any deeper". In bulgaria, under plovdiv, they found 6500 years worth of antiquities and halted it. there is 7 hills in that town, that could well be either pyramids or at least artificial, i've been on top of two of them, one has this epic 100m tall statue on it, made by communists i suppose, some general

The Apocalypse of Yajnavalkya starts right in early at this story about a 400 light year away star going supernova, it refers to it as Geminga, about 40,000 years ago... it says that the radiation that came from that blast, full of x-gamma-cosmic rays, sterilised much of the pacific/indian ocean region (ie australia and antarctica) and the survivors on the edges of the blast zone had mutations, and two important mutations, which it refers to repeatedly as relating to genetic "haplogroups" that had the lactose switch disabled and the white skin/blonde/red hair mutation

it later on mentions the idea that the ancient greeks talked about a place called "tartarus" the lake of fire, ie "hell"... and it speculates that this may actually be the volcano on tenerife, in the canaries, the main, biggest island (which also has a pyramid or two, well, of course very decayed to be difficult to recognise. Tartarus is the word for "hell" in the new testament.

it also talks about the center of atlantis being possibly the geological formation today known as the Richat Sructure, because it has the concentric rings of different kinds of rock that lend themselves to being turned into the concentric canal system described in Plato's Critias... which I've read, because of this, and i concur this seems plausible, and it talks about how there was an event that burned out most of north africa forming the desert, but used to be a massive river flowing west out towards modern Mauritania and through the area of the Richat Structure...

so i'm of the opinion that probably the mutation of white hair blue eyes possibly was coincident between the animals and the humans of this region and for the humans it conferred some kind of benefit, like, maybe a lot more energy because they were in this temperate zone with white skin and a lot more UV and such and other light colours increasing various enzymes and whatnot and they became.... well, "godlike"

so, the white cats seem to me like a remant of this somehow, and i really don't believe that there is any way that if humans were sailing across to south america in the times when the maya and inca and aztecs talked about their "gods" visiting them and how when Cortez showed up they thought the gods had returned... there is a natural sailing route across through the island chain of which Madeira and Porto Santo are the first two, and there is ancient greek accounts of these islands referring to them as the "Blessed Isles"

i'm sure you will find even more to back this up but my point here is that these cats have very little transit to the rest of the world and they probably arrived here long ago, there is also rabbits here too and unless they originated here (could be, since also blackbirds and canaries also originated here) then the only way they could have got here is by humans bringing them

in any case, it could just be that the portuguese 600 years ago who came here liked white cats, but i like to think they are a sign of something deeper... and it's not just the cats, up the road from me is a full white dog (with blue eyes also), and i have seen quite a number of those too, this whole island chain was originally named after the presence of dogs and then consider the tartarus story and the "charon" ferryman to "hell" ie tartarus and the three headed dog Pluto/Hades... if you dig into the myths about hell in ancient greek and roman i bet you can find more than a few more correspondences