yeah... this is why i want to get out of europe, it's really hard to find any place where you can get actual beef, or any other meat products that aren't laced with nitrites and preservatives and wheat and miscellaneous toxic bullshit... and fed on grain itself... i can smell it on most of the meat that it's being fed on wheat or corn or whatever

grass fed is so much different taste, like real fucking food

that's how i keep on falling down on this, and why i don't plan to be here in 6 months time, hell if someone said "i have a place you can stay and work right now and get raw milk and beef" i'd be like "tomorrow or the next day?"