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 We have 2 beautiful, smart, whitty funny little boys.

My wife desperately wanted more. A little ... 
 Yeah - I have some regret.

My 2 are adults now & I wish we'd knocked a couple more out straight after them. It would have been much harder but we would have had gotten through it.

It's too late now.

Now all I can do is build a place where my grandchildren can raised healthy & strong. 
 I sometimes think about the totality of how many people throughout human history have gotten tota... 
 And yet the vast majority of people experiencing this relative opulence exist in a state of fear. The opulence is funded by credit & their uncertain income is constantly shrinking in real terms.

The fear is a low level fear that they're only a couple of missed paychecks away from being homeless. Sure they look successful, but they know it's a house of cards.

I personally didn't know I lived with this fear until it was lifted. It didn't lift until I'd placed my meagre savings into Bitcoin & watched it 4x in purchasing power. I'm grateful everyday to have shed it & I refuse to allow the fear to ever return.

Love (Agape) & Fear are mutually exclusive. You cannot experience unconditional love while you're filled with fear. You cannot be fearful when you're filled with Agape.

 
 This is the power of saying what you believe even when it’s incredibly unpopular… little by l... 
 Yes. Lose your fear so that you can help others to find their courage.

The irony is that you don't need much courage, if you have no fear.

Those that seek to control our will & actions are scared of those who carry no fear. They're scared that this fearlessness will infect others. 

Follow your intuition & go into the unknown with love.

The greatest fear most humans have is actually living. Of going into the unknown & expanding their own consciousness. 
 Former colleague that I talked about bitcoin with non stop with from 2013-2015 just called me luc... 
 I find this funny because of how much luckier you will seem in 18 months.

These people will always think that they're too late. The playbook has been open sourced, it's all out there now.

It's going up forever. 
 It seems like we should be able to include a zap with a reply to a good post right? 
 If the note's good enough to reply to, it's good enough for a small zap.

It's the boosts that should be zapped heartily though.

If you boost a note & don't zap it, who are you really boosting the note for?  
 Or maybe he’s looking way out when many major banks offer bitcoin custody and yield, fdic insur... 
 I'm surprised Saylor went there. If you don't know where the yield is coming from, you're probably the yield.

I see no reason why a bank would pay you a yield to hold your Bitcoin unless they then exposed it to risk. I bought Bitcoin to escape that third party risk.

Using Bitcoin as collateral for a fiat loan is different. You're paying a yield to them for acquiring fiat that they created out of thin air. It's not exactly ethical but it's beneficial for both the lender & borrower. I'm surprised he didn't bring that up because he has in the past. 
 Not seeing ANY spam. 😌 
 Look at your replies.

Have you replied to notes that you now can't see? 
 Yeah me either.

I'm just a little concerned I may be missing events. 
 Sometimes I want to go anon. People would find out it was me though.  
 We're all uno man.

You know that. 
 Welcome nostr:npub129rdx0xt8e986npa6xjym0cf9kner0fcx83x6hkhf0dwvdtpfe6qjxdpjd to #NOSTR .... I've... 
 I can see his name & ⚡ address. 
 No notes though 
 Probably. 
 Welcome to nostr nostr:nprofile1qqs9z3kn8n9nujnafs7arfzdhuyjmfu3h5urrcndtmt5hkhxx4s5uaqpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgqgjwaehxw309ac82unsd3jhqct89ejhxqgnwaehxw309aex2mrp09skymr99ehhyec70dn2z 
 Things which you actively dislike and disparage, are not things you don’t care about.

They’r... 
 A lot of people seem to actively dislike & disparage Bitcoin.

https://media.tenor.com/zClpMfpzzIwAAAAC/decepcao-pensativo.gif 
 GM

The hippies are blooming & leading the way today.

https://i.nostr.build/XEmlkuOfThdrsVtc.jpg

#bloomstr 
 Become aware of the agreements you've made that surrender your power to another. You are the servant of your higher self only.

Agreements can be broken.

🧡 
 GM

Why are we here in this reality with little memory of who we are & where we've come from? Why did we agree to this experience, if not for expansion & growth?

I think the role of our mind & ego is to perceive & experience this realm. To discover it's unique rules & constraints while experiencing everything that is possible. Surrendering our body & mind to the will of our higher self looks to be the best way to maximise this.

The best way I've heard this expressed is: *The higher self conceives, the body receives & the mind consciousness perceives.*

It feels like driving a vehicle with no particular destination in mind. Our hands are on the steering wheel but they're not gripping it too tightly. We receive guidance in the form of excitement to take a turn. Even though we don't know where the road leads, we head down it anyway & ignore the fear of uncertainty that our ego expresses. We accept the experiences that arise from this path even while discerning our preferences for future journeys.

nostr:nevent1qqsp4qpzr5tjzmtevmp4wfz0zeygzq8hufr6n2t6m9dkj4qajh54k3qppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qgsgzw3vlkjf4zqpugd760prsrncd7jv446nm52mrtce5dagz4te27grqsqqqqqppjvrkz 
 I can't express the joy I feel to allow those words to flow through me.

Reading them again, even my ego acknowledges that we weren't the source of them.

Wild! 
 I agree. Ego can’t be “killed” completely as we need it to operate still if we follow schoo... 
 GM

Why are we here in this reality with little memory of who we are & where we've come from? Why did we agree to this experience, if not for expansion & growth?

I think the role of our mind & ego is to perceive & experience this realm. To discover it's unique rules & constraints while experiencing everything that is possible. Surrendering our body & mind to the will of our higher self looks to be the best way to maximise this.

The best way I've heard this expressed is: *The higher self conceives, the body receives & the mind consciousness perceives.*

It feels like driving a vehicle with no particular destination in mind. Our hands are on the steering wheel but they're not gripping it too tightly. We receive guidance in the form of excitement to take a turn. Even though we don't know where the road leads, we head down it anyway & ignore the fear of uncertainty that our ego expresses. We accept the experiences that arise from this path even while discerning our preferences for future journeys.

nostr:nevent1qqsp4qpzr5tjzmtevmp4wfz0zeygzq8hufr6n2t6m9dkj4qajh54k3qppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qgsgzw3vlkjf4zqpugd760prsrncd7jv446nm52mrtce5dagz4te27grqsqqqqqppjvrkz 
 Question of the day: am I ready for ego death?  
 I don't think the ego can be killed directly. By attempting to destroy it, you focus on it & ironically give it more power.

What you might want to try is starving it of it's sense of separateness.

Fight your internal judge & victim. These are the 2 aspects that the ego depends on for seperation. Comparison is food for the ego & also the thief of joy. 
 Who knows where your bitcoin is?  
 It's all in the timechain, sir. It's everywhere & nowhere. 
 If the hurdle rate is 50%, what can you buy? 
 Only that which you truly value. 
 BR must be ready to out & flog their IOUs.

Wild! 
 Imagine seeing this image in January 2020
nostr:nevent1qqsd9z9cuj4mnl2cehuldfc9g02eaddmd0q28nx4kn... 
 #Amethyst used to display an icon for the relays that a note was seen on.

That functionality seems to have disappeared.

Trying to figure out which relays are sending me spam still & it would be great to see this info.

Am I missing something? 
 Awesome - thank you Dawn! 
 Gday Doc

That big gum looks like it's dropping dorpers 🤣 
 If I listed my tiny house and yurt on airbtc, would you be more confident to book a stay? 

Also,... 
 If I ever make it to the US of A, I'll definitely be in contact Rev. 
 There's no second best nostr:nprofile1qqs8ryqkvme87tu49xhq2kts5rguh08dx0v43vcarrjndw3sudk3gqgppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qy2hwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyv9kh2uewd9hj7qgdwaehxw309a38yc3wd9hj7rrqldh 
 It's fat - fat floats.

The only problem with the fat from broth is that the oil based flavors/smells can infuse into the fat.

If you used things like spices, onion, garlic, tomatoes & peppers in your broth they will infuse with the fat.

If you're just using meat & bones, it can be used to make tallow for cosmetics. When making tallow for this, I clean the fat to remove as much color & smell as possible but those strong flavors will never be removed. 
 You don't have much fat in there. I'd leave it in because it does carry a lot of flavor & beef fat is magic.

I make mine in a huge pot with lots of fatty bones with just water & salt. The fat layer can be over an inch thick sometimes.

It's only after I've removed the fat that I add spices & other flavors. Usually I reduce the water in the stock and freeze it into concentrated broth blocks. I then add it to sauces or use it as a base for soup. 
 I considered quitting nostr.

I considered just creating a personal (real name) account and dropp... 
 It may surprise you to know that most humans have issues around their own worthiness. This applies to many people who appear to have everything going right for them. Underneath their exterior they have huge insecurities & perceived faults that they hope nobody will notice.

I recommend reading/listening to The 4 agreements (a short book) & then try to implement them.

The book has really helped me to love myself. If you can't love yourself unconditionally, how can you expect anyone else to?

Here's an audio version of the book:

https://v.nostr.build/O5JP.mp4 
 I have a feeling you'll enjoy it then.

The only fight I have is with my inner judge & victim. 
 Gonna be in Charlotte, NC for the ~2.5 days for a documentary shoot. Any suggestions for favorite... 
 nostr:nprofile1qqsqlyznaqu2dqdkpjql5ptwh5cps780mddntgmara82u6afl2u6dqqpz9mhxue69uh5ummnw3ezuamfdejj7qg4waehxw309aex2mrp0yhxgctdw4eju6t09uq3wamnwvaz7tmjv4kxz7fwdehhxarj9e3xzmny9us4zsxf - any suggestions? 
 I have paid for too many deferred big ticket items in the last month for us not to blast away to ... 
 I've still managed to keep defering mine.

I've got 1 month tops.

November going to be 🔥

 
 I can't wait.

I still vividly remember the run up to Christmas & NY in 2020. It was exhilarating!

I wish I'd known then, what I know now. 
 My deepest apologies, I try to respond to respectful comments on my notes but with the spam situa... 
 Things have gotten a little noisy.

No need to apologise. 
 If I install GrapheneOS on my Google Pixel does that remove the explosives? 
 No but it makes it run more betterer 
 Yes.

I should be able to ban all #Primal Users at the click of a button if Primal are doing such... 
 How would you even know a note was signed by a particular client? It's irrelevant information that's not recorded in the event.

I don't see this as a client issue but rather a relay problem. What I'd love is my own private relay that enables me to choose what events are sent to my client. 
 You're literally standing in a sea of electrons!

So much value in physical & spiritual grounding. 
 For those of you that have read De Soto’s “The Mystery of Capital”

Today I found myself th... 
 Nobody owns an idea. The only way to own an idea is maintain exclusive access to it (to keep it a secret).

Nostr allows users to own their online identity by maintaining exclusive access to their private key (nsec).

The content created can be copied, but nobody can take away your secret & post as you. Nostr enables users to own their online identity but not their content. Their content sits on relays & web servers & is easily copied.

I believe Jake is suggesting that there's a form of social capital created which resides with the identity. This social capital is built from content & interactions online. I'm not entirely sure that you could call it property though. I can't sell my identity since I can't transfer it (yet). I can share my identity secret with someone else but they can't be sure I won't sell the secret to someone else.

It's definitely interesting to think about. 
 It’s much easier and widely accepted to be a victim. There is no honor in it tho, and it’s sh... 
 People are scared of taking responsibility. It's much easier to judge others & wait to be saved than to accept that you did this to yourself. The tradeoff is your freedom & so many willingly make this trade.

The first step to freedom is accepting responsibility for your own experience.  
 Since nostr is really my only window to the current world, for about a year now, I get these lil ... 
 I love it.

It's helpful to know what's going on, but we shouldn't spend so long focusing on shit that we really don't like.

💚 
 eu escrevi isto em 2021, mas fiquei com vontade de compartilhar aqui agora:

quando eu me dei con... 
 Feel it all 🫂 
 Gotta admire his upbeat & positive attitude while he steals people's savings. 
 My son was born today

Wife a warrior woman 

Another home birth achieved 

What a day! 

GN

... 
 Congrats Jake!

That's awesome 
 What did you do with the flesh?

I can't zap you man. Check you your getalby account. 
 The Gammas.

Those that won't be controlled & also don't seek to control others.

It's a beautiful book. I'm consuming it slowly. 
 # A Declaration of Separation

## To The Governments & People of Earth:

We claim the right to ex... 
 I agree.

Yes.