Thanks so much. Will check it out.

This profile is called Kensho for a reason. I've experienced the first awakening, as described in zen and elsewhere. 

There is no overcoming. You can't fight the ego and win. The very idea of you is the ego. The invitation to myself to feel the fear and pain deeply and wordlessly is the cure of it.

Thanks again. 

 I have a feeling you'll enjoy it then.

The only fight I have is with my inner judge & victim.