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 100%  Someone offered me a piece of cake the other day, I took one look at it and said there's probably seed oils in it... threw that shit on the ground.    
 Haha. I’d pay to see a cake spiking. 
 I was told I "totally ruined" my nieces birthday party, but we know I did the right thing. 
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 Haha. Maybe a discreet disposal could have been a better option. 
 I'm kidding... but for reals I stopped eating popcorn and chips with canola oil in them for the last month and do feel better; less groggy and over-full. 
 It really is life changing. I can’t even believe I used to go through my days the way I used to. 
 It's probably also contributed to me eating less calories, as I look at the label of food I'm offered and think I'd rather just not eat.  It's living with intention, not just mindless consumption. 
 the thing that keeps this mind in place for me is how sick the high carb, low fat, seed oil and artificial sweeteners diet was making me.

it was causing me to have double vision, chronic, LOUD tinnitiss, and what really sank the ship of fiat food for me was when it started to give me severe dental pain. a half fallen out wisdom tooth went completely apeshit after i ate a pack of chips with maltodextrin in it. and i thought it was the flavoring, so i tried a different flavor (first one was laden with citric acid too). no, it was debilitating as fuck for 2 weeks.

and yeah, money problems led me to seek lower cost nutrition and it turned out that whole milk was the thing. oh, sure, i'd love it to not be UHT, and for it to be actual goat and/or sheep milk, but apparently nobody wants those to drink because SHOCK 6% fat, meanwhile "medium skim" milk is 1%.

it's a real hassle to find the whole fat milk but i have never felt this well in maybe over a decade, and this is the totally nerfed version of the real thing.

imagine how pissed these people would be if they realised their life is miserable, 90% because of the food. 
 Yea that last paragraph 🔥

Those chips might have msg in them as well. 

I'm curious: do you live in a small town? I'm surprised it's hard to find whole milk.  
 simple pasteurised whole milk, in the nearest supermarket, about 5km away (i have no car), rarely i see more than 10 bottles in the fridge, and the rest is UHT, and out of the UHT and the fresh, both, whole milk makes up about 10-15% of what is stacked up on the shelf. most is 'medium fat' which means between 1 and 2%, which is a really low calorie yield after the yoghurt fermentation is done. 30g fat in 3L. this is not enough calories for an adult male.

the small markets close by none of them sell plain pasteurised milk, and only one of them sells whole UHT milk routinely, and their price is quite a bit higher than i pay if i walk 5km east to machico. 
 i checked the ingredients, it was maltodextrin. they even put it on the "salt and pepper" flavour, that's how i know it's what set my teeth into pain mode for a week. the citric acid probably tore through all the tartar that was shielding my nerves also, which wouldn't have helped, but that stuff doesn't rebuild fast.

the fact maltodextrin does it is very interesting. MSG, ok, understandable, it's a signaling chemical in the nervous system already, triggers activity, in the brain, glutamate excess is the cause of epilepsy, so pain from MSG, yes, i do get that at times. but maltodextrin was something else. it wasn't a direct effect, as far as i can tell, but rather indirect, causing bacteria to poison the nerves, or otherwise damage them in the same sort of way as a burn takes a week to fully stop hurting.

the milk leaves a biofilm coating on my teeth, the casein hardens up and is relatively impervious without strong acid or alkali so normal mouth conditions it stays shielded.

i've got way too much shit on to risk letting my teeth go spastic again. i need the money so i can get a dentist to yank my wisdom teeth, all of them pls, and let my whole mouth straighten up, but that's gonna be a painful process and definitely not one i can even start doing before i have a lot of spare cash.

so i'm grateful that milk provides a general all round solution but it's just a real pain in the arse to have to hunt the whole milk. the moment i have a couple hundred euros ahead of my expenses i'm just gonna order a whole pallet of the damn things. well, 90L, that's roughly a month supply and the stuff expires quite a bit longer than that. 6 months i see... so probably that means the stock i buy at the shop already sat 4 months waiting to be sold.

if i were to get it in bulk, i could order 3 months supply direct from the factory and never have this problem of scarcity or having to walk 10km round trip to get some. not that the exercise isn't good for me, but i really haven't taken a rest more than a few days from doing a 10-20km walk for over 2 months now. madeira standard 20km is like 100km on flat land. 
 regarding why hard to find milk: check my profile. I'm in Madeira. population 300,000. centre of the atlantic ocean. nearest milk production area is the Azores islands.

i have no car and walking here is not like walking on the mainland. most paths anywhere involve ascending and descending at least 50m if not 200m over a 5km distance. 
 literally first post i see on my feed just now:

nostr:nevent1qqs9wy6gws5amns03vpm5d4krg90gkuag3l9l33kd728jmacs8lc2tcpremhxue69uhkummnw3ez6ur4vgh8wetvd3hhyer9wghxuet59uqsuamnwvaz7tmwdaejumr0dshsz8thwden5te0dehhxarj9e3xjarrda5kuetj9eek7cmfv9kz7qgswaehxw309ahx7um5wghx6mmd9uq32amnwvaz7tmjv4kxz7fwdehhxarj9e3xwtcpz4mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduhszyrhwden5te0dehjuum5wghxxu30qyvhwumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnndehhyapwwdhkx6tpdshsz9thwden5te0dehhxarj9ehhsarj9ejx2a30qyg8wumn8ghj7cfwdehhxtnvdakz7pyvjzc

of course you'll see my angry response.

the last 4 days i've been going through starvation because i got 1% fat milk - the only thing i can get at the supermarket nearby that i can walk to with the bitrefill acquired gift cards i got two weeks ago. tried to add the fats back with melted butter into the brew. that's a giant noper.

being essentially starving has made me so fucking annoyed at everything i could scream.

i kinda don't want to go back to the full lactose thing though, i'm getting to like this yoghurt thing, but when there's no fat in it, it's starvation.

and yeah, anyone who can say such a retarded thing as that quote above clearly never suffered from starvation, and i wasn't even in a bad one and man i could punch someone's lights out right now if they tried to start shit.

neeeed calories... 
 That sounds very painful, I hope you can get through it.  I'll say a prayer for your recovery. 
 hah, i'm not sick, i was just starving myself by being stubborn. but thanks :D

it's just super frustrating in this low fat high seed content food regime that is europe/usa. there was zero grass fed, plain old whole milk in the three times i've gone to the store where i got the 1% "half fat" milk. i mean, hell, 1% is not half fat that's quarter fat in my book, it's what used to be called "skim milk" when i was a kid ffs.

low fat yoghurt and keto, let this be a warning. don't do it. 
 Go to a different store!  
 i've been to every store on the island practically. there's only 300k people here, it's not a big place.

nobody seems to keep in mind that i'm living in Madeira. this is an outpost in the middle of the atlantic ocean, directly west of mauritania. the majority of things from bovines here come from Azores, the remainder from the mainland. local production is pretty small scale, maybe a few thousand head of cattle on the whole island. 
 I'm back on this journey again today. 

I noticed how after eating crap, my brain is recognizing craps as "okay to eat". 👎 
 No bueno 
 your sibling is a bitch. 
 and spoiling her/his kids 
 Wow, you really actually threw it to the ground?? 
 Me after I see Grain Sludge (bread)