So fucking tired of seeing dorks saying shit like "just meet women IRL, they're totally different from dating app women" when they're just as bad, if not worse usually. Like, I'll still try that because options are just that limited but it fucking sucks.
You think you want a cute cottagecore autistic gf until you realize literally all of them are neck deep in lgbtq+ gay gender politics even if they're a virgin. The one's not like this are married at 16 or 30+ btw. This is good enough of a reason for jews to be banned from society at a minimum.
The amount of people that have proudly told me they've temporarily been in a mental institution while just being a slightly abnormal woman is disturbing especially when you consider the amount of homeless that haven't touched that system at all.
>go to gf store
>clerk shows me their selection
>single moms
>"emotionally unavailable" women
>actually physically and mentally retarded women
>women that won't even show up to the first date
>"woman" that's just a man
>ask if they have anything else in the back
>oh yeah we got one more
>he wheels her out
>she's mormon
Most of those boots are like half a grand each. Most shoes in the other stores will both resell for less and have worse construction. Nigs continue to prove they're retarded.
That's the issue. I'm actively going for my long term goals and dreams. The only times I feel good are when I think I have it or I'm on the right path. Issue is that it's never the case and it's always, ALWAYS, a massive fake out. Like I'll be there for a minute but then immediately followed up by horrible news that both revokes what I achieved and puts me in a worse spot. It's like the harder I try the worse things get and not trying also makes things worse. Idk man.
I want to feel good for longer than a few minutes and not have it immediately followed up by something that subverts all of my joy completely. Like holy shit at least once please God I can't handle it.
Fucking tired of women. You literally have to fucking date them before anyone else and not fuck anything up for them to even slightly love you. These retards all have "trauma" from past relationships and don't even want to be fixed. Instead they want to pay some fucking like money to let them get tricked into thinking they came up with the idea they don't want children. God I hate jews.
>ok anon I think we can be in a relationship, let me just talk to my therapist about it
>two days later
>I'm sorry anon my anxiety has been the highest it's ever been in my entire life this week it's not you it's me it won't work until after winter
Holy shit I fucking hate women please for the love of God PLEASE stop leading me on I can't handle it constantly non-stop I just want love with a woman that isn't a massive whore
The idea of a therapist annoys me. "Oh you don't have close friends or family to work through your problems with? Yeah pay a woman way too much money to tell you to be gay"
Going to go around saying shit like "whats up my fellow keksters shadilay XD" out loud constantly until someone tries to kill me so I can figure out who to hang out with
To br fair, a lot of those types have extreme Stockholm's syndrome because of the fear that "if we don't buy the game they won't make more!" Exact same reason why people bought all those bad paper mario games.
Only thing I can think of is you live in a rural racist area, don't talk to many zoomers irl, and or don't have any hobbies that aren't solitary. It's really that bad everywhere else.
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