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 I am going through my files, looking for a pic I surely have ...and I am finding this treasures...๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Will I make it ???
She probably right ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ 
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 Healing starts with removing those layers, one by one ...

https://image.nostr.build/8aafc34093913fde888909a34f427937d0b1cede1565354a5c48f100982dd9fa.jpg

#WeAreWorthy 
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 Goooood Morning! โœจ

https://youtu.be/ebzEEEdjHj0

#MusicILikestr 
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 I don't zap much, but I zapp often :) 
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 You do you ! ๐Ÿ˜‹ 
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  ๐Ÿ”ฅ


https://youtu.be/9CLl3EafSHc

I got goosebumps...

#ThingsIFindAndImmediatlyLove 
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I think you will love this ! ๐Ÿค 
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 I don't know...I am not married m..๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ 
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 ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

https://video.nostr.build/808a795202136ab0558827ccc9f1fca962566c860f6780b2ecef20297b8733d9.mp4

#Weeeeeeeeeee 
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 Well, I am at peace when alone ...๐Ÿฅน 
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 I having problems in finding someone that is loyal, seems this days people are too much me, me, me...and I want us, us, us and loyalty. ๐Ÿคท 
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 I am patiently preparing for his arrival ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ’œ thank you  
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 I was not prepared before. I turned 51 this month, so I guess ie near lol 
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 Gooooood Mooooooorning!  ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’œ 
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 13:31 
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 Her face and his laugh ..๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
https://video.nostr.build/d6aa89f6f12865565c67e97cd7135e202a7e070ec848513730b66b4427948601.mp4

#LunchBreakstr 
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 Peek-a-boo!
I staring at you...๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

https://image.nostr.build/4f1de165105937247898a8f09b02f82106805127264b5f08327d5f592d5bd76c.jpg

"I kid you not, these are close-up shots of spider eyes captured by Spanish macro photographer Javier Rupรฉrez."

#PeekABoo 
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 ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

https://image.nostr.build/fdc240bb2714cacc963f8a35fe554c7a7fb22e2f83901b4496080c290df5edae.jpg

#DaFuuuuuuuckstr 
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 Gooooood Moooooooaning ! ๐Ÿ˜
Wish you all a fantastic day !
๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿ•บ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿ™Œ

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#GMooooooorningstr 
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 Night Night ๐ŸŒ™
Sweet Dreams!

https://image.nostr.build/387dff7da38199b72fd76c87457b2dd434209877115536ff4a47e6d22f1f7d42.jpg


( Art by Misha Makarov )

#NightNightstr 
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 Good Morning sweet Moon ๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿค— 
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 I like to have a trawl through global every now and again just to see what's going on. I have blo... 
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 There is much worst in my humble opinion, with children. Fat NO for me.
I stopped going through global because of that. 
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 Addictions are never harmless, to self and to others around, by consequence...IMHO. 
Yes, it's bizarre the Anime, I am too curiose not to peek...๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜ณ
What I mention got me really really unsetled. I can't even put into words what I felt. Children are sacred must be safe and protected. 
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 Do I need glasses or therapy? 
What kind of sorcery is that?
๐Ÿค“

https://image.nostr.build/d8d899f211067963006b756a5f3dd26985f6ea01949c98c39a13e1ec3d0ca031.jpg

#OnceUponaTime
 
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 I love it ! ๐Ÿคฉ And Eric would love to !!? I am sure ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’œ 
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 I could never do it with someone I don't desire...
Desire is the fuse.
I don't desire that often...๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜ณ 
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 I am not sure about that... 
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 Because marriage is a contract both must choose. And I think women are the ones who choose. But, I might be wrong.... 
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 And that means? 
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 Never saw sex as a game, never. But I become aware some people use others as toy's. I lost my innocence at that moment. 
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 Yes, my favourite client is Amethyst, and one of the main reasons is the gallery, how cool is that ?! ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹

Mine is getting lavish ! 

https://image.nostr.build/022b66e9ff430489c252b4e3c6f549e06e72e252a55d34514e91ecd6286bbdba.jpg

#Nostr
#MyFavouriteClient 
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 Somewhere in a forest, Diogo on decks ...

https://image.nostr.build/6573a94dab8f6606f833d36cd08ef4cdc37aec705b24a264a4c5c1cae760af6d.jpg

#CristalinaPhotography 
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 Goa dark... 
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 That was me on Saturday ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ 
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 Growing pain wings,
Dressed in colour ,
Dressed in yellow
As the Sun...
For the Sun,
Blooms,
Sprout,
Or burn !
Never forget to speak your mind !

https://image.nostr.build/b44906c08fa5a40d11b46a6cb43fbe5e24a1b35938cbdcf4d8c98d996ae2696d.jpg

#SometimesIWrite 
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 How do I say it ? All sprouts? 
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 No I didn't....๐Ÿ˜‹ 
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 Should I spank you ....๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜‹ 
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 Wonderful picture, don't know from who !

https://image.nostr.build/374590f672fb9607a4b78247a4b676fbfb98d317c4f118997bdaf9834315d062.jpg

#PhotographyILove 
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 I can't be playing with that....๐Ÿ˜ญ 
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 17:17 
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 We don't celebrate Halloween in Portugal...it's like a new trend. 
You probably should try teach them. ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ™Œโ˜บ๏ธ 
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 I cannot paint my big toe nail for a long period of time. I had an injured when I was about 20y, from using a Dr. Martens shoes, this shoes have a steel toe cap, and they were tight...
After 24h party dancing and walking around....I remember feeling my nail attached to toe...I was so scared when removing shoes. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
Short story, the nail eventually fall out and a new one was born. ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—
A friend told me about organic essential teektree oil. I am using it...and it's working! ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜ƒ

https://image.nostr.build/247ad6a2d27cd41d8bcf29df2733af264816d2b6d0a365fbc6b202ae5ef2387d.jpg

#Footstr 
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 Honestly, I can't remember, but I think not....lol it was just the impression, mostly from the people around me, because I had a huge nail, just attached by a small thread...๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ 
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 This is beautiful, like we say in my language: "BRUTAL !!"
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 Renรฉ Magritte
"Portrait" 1935

https://image.nostr.build/cdf5b9aef9f95a8fa413bdb2ffa5dc0051cda5411ad728fbe5a8dbccd79f7f13.jpg

I Love Magritte paintings!
#ArtIAdore
 
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 "There are people who have the sun inside them. It's hard to explain. Their presence simply lights up your world. It's not about pretty smiles They have an inner being that shines bright and feels like the sun in winter. It's a quiet energy, an inner peace. But most importantly, they don't want anything in return... like the sun."

~ Serdar ร–zkan

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#ThingsIFindAndAdore

[ Illustration by Caro Clarke ]

 
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 Oh, thank you ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿฅน 
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 GM SunDay! It's a beautiful sunny day today. ๐Ÿค—
Little painting I did 1y ago....

"The Embrace and the Intruder"

https://image.nostr.build/0dfddff3a6b15fd1f21822bf328dc76957272136103e55baed3fa9f58735ff36.jpg

#SometimesIPaint 
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 GM โ˜€๏ธ, how are you? Long time ๐Ÿซ‚ 
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 Well done ! Proud of you ! ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ™Œ Keep moving forward, we are what we do ! ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ˜ƒ 
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 For whoever needs it....

"Be cautious about the souls you invite into your heart and your home, for the truest form of imprisonment doesnโ€™t lie in locked doors or guarded walls, but within the confines of a house devoid of peace and love. The person you choose as a life partner can shape not only your happiness but the entire course of your life. They hold the power to either nurture your spirit or drain it. 

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Therefore, choosing someone who treasures your peace and helps it grow is one of the most important decisions you will ever make. This becomes especially critical when dealing with toxic personalities like narcissists, who thrive on draining the emotional energy of others while offering nothing in return but turmoil.

In the beginning, a narcissist might seem like everything you ever dreamed of. Their magnetic charm, captivating presence, and lavish attention can make you feel like youโ€™re living in a fairy tale. This intoxicating period of love-bombing can sweep you off your feet, leaving you with the impression that youโ€™ve met your soulmate. Their constant compliments, seemingly endless affection, and intense focus on you may give the illusion of a deep, profound connection.

But this euphoria doesnโ€™t last. Slowly, the mask starts to slip, and the narcissist's true colors come to light. The warmth and affection that once made you feel so secure begins to shift into something darker and more unsettling. What starts as subtle criticism grows into blatant emotional manipulation. The person who once seemed to adore everything about you now finds fault in the smallest things. This slow, insidious process of breaking down your confidence can leave you confused and questioning your worth. The narcissistโ€™s skill in gaslighting โ€“ making you doubt your own perceptions and reality โ€“ compounds this, creating a constant state of emotional dependency.

Living with a narcissist can feel like being trapped on a rollercoaster of emotions. One moment, they shower you with love and approval; the next, they withhold affection and become cold and distant."

#FoodForThought 
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 I am making an offer, lol. I am just stating 
But, I might offer some...I am open to it, if my intuition guides me there, I will.

๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿ•บ๐Ÿ™Œ 
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  I would say "The Wild Unknown Archetypes" by Kim Krans ! 
Definitely, when I decide to take cards on my trips, he always goes with me, I even bought a pocket edition ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
 
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 Ain't that the truth!


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