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 "There are people who have the sun inside them. It's hard to explain. Their presence simply lights up your world. It's not about pretty smiles They have an inner being that shines bright and feels like the sun in winter. It's a quiet energy, an inner peace. But most importantly, they don't want anything in return... like the sun."

~ Serdar Özkan

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#ThingsIFindAndAdore

[ Illustration by Caro Clarke ]

 
 GM SunDay! It's a beautiful sunny day today. 🤗
Little painting I did 1y ago....

"The Embrace and the Intruder"

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#SometimesIPaint 
 When we are giving birth, when it's time, we just feel an urge to go to the bathroom...it's the Baby wanting to come out... If there's anything inside....everything goes out ... 😂😂😂😂 
 "Sometimes we love 
And our hearts are broken 
We dream
And our hopes are shattered 
We wish 
And our desires are unfulfilled 
We give freely 
And are left empty-handed 

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And we care for others 
And aren’t loved in return 
And those who we once most admired and valued 
Do not reciprocate our affection.

Sometimes we undergo a process of loss and heartbreak 
And are left feeling broken
And lacking hope 
As we fail to realise 
That we are not destined to remain stuck in this cycle indefinitely 
And that in life
What lets go of you
Leads you home

What rejects you 
Empowers you to embrace yourself fully 
And that someone’s lack of love for you
Is ultimately a reflection of them rather than you.

And we feel most hurt  
Not when we are rejected
But when we reject ourselves
We feel most sad
Not when others upset us

But when we seek happiness in sources that are unable to provide it and are left feeling let down
And we feel most alone
When we are strangers to ourselves 

And so in order to find peace in our surroundings
We must first find peace within
In order to find joy outside of us
We must first experience joy internally 
In order to feel fully accepted

We must first learn to fully accept ourselves 
And that 
Not every race is worth running
Not every battle is worth fighting 

Not every adventure is worth embarking upon
And not every relationship is worth pursuing
And rejection is simply redirection

Allowing us to become more in touch with ourselves
And more awakened to our own self-acceptance and self-love."
~ Tahlia Hunter

[ Image: The Wings of Desire ink, acrylic, paper collage and photography on canvas by French mixed media artist Corine Ko ]

#ThingsIFindAndLikestr 
 It's not, but it could be...🤗 that amulet, is  an image that is at the entranceway of one of the megalithic temples of goddess in Malta, at Hagar Qim.

It's one of the Sacred Symbols Amulets, called  the "Temple" and it represents : " Breakthrough, Awakening and Healing. 
 Is this even normal ? 
3 eggs...

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 So, me and your mum, we are very lucky ladies! 🤗😋💜 
 Yes, and like and ginger and 1 garlic.... 
 Mooooooorning 🫂 Moon 🤗 
 It does, I like it 😂 
 lol...I just added a garlic clove cause I am sick and is a natural antibiotic. It's optional. But, it makes it even more effective...

Lol.....

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 "You're likely to be coming on a bit strong lately. You probably don't know it, but others are well aware of how oblivious you can be to the pressure you put on them. You're pushing others away, more than you think, especially those closest to you. We're all drawn to control and intensity—sex and power—as if the two are a thing. This inclination to the darker side of passion can dredge up some real heavy complications. The mind fuckery is off the scale—whether you realise it or not—this can stir up some stormy dynamics. Irritability quickly turns to disgust, which escalates to rage. Borderline crazy.

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Until we recognise the source of that rage, it can't be managed. Anger is usually caused by hurt feelings and/or fear. The pain or fears can be so bad it takes control. But it can be dealt with rationally; it can be reasoned. When hurt, fear or anger appears, ask yourself, 'Why is it I'm hurting?'   'What is it I'm afraid of?' 

Try to answer that...
[we're going to be under the spell of this Mars-Pluto for weeks]"

By Ang Stoic

#AstrologicForecast
https://angstoic.com/2024/10/infernal-battles-the-mars-pluto-opposition-at-29o/

[image: Veda Wildfire] 
 "Cranberry Pistachio White Chocolate Truffles"

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Ingredients:

    1 cup white chocolate chips or finely chopped white chocolate
    1/4 cup heavy cream
    1/4 cup dried cranberries, chopped
    1/4 cup pistachios, chopped
    1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
    Extra chopped pistachios and cranberries for rolling (optional)

Instructions: Begin by placing the white chocolate in a heatproof bowl. In a small saucepan, heat the heavy cream over medium heat until it just begins to simmer, taking care not to let it boil. Pour the hot cream over the white chocolate and let it sit for 2-3 minutes to melt. Then, stir the mixture until it becomes smooth.

Next, add the vanilla extract along with the chopped cranberries and pistachios, mixing until everything is well incorporated.

Cover the bowl with plastic wrap and refrigerate for at least 2 hours, or until the ganache is firm enough to scoop.

Prepare a baking sheet by lining it with parchment paper. Using a small cookie scoop or spoon, portion out small amounts of the ganache and roll them into balls between your palms. If desired, roll the truffles in the extra chopped pistachios and cranberries for added texture and flavor.

Finally, place the truffles on the prepared baking sheet and refrigerate them for an additional 30 minutes to set. Serve alongside a delightful cappuccino or espresso.
~Mason Recipes 

Yes, I love chocolate!
Dark, white, crunchy....😋😋😋

#RecipesIFind
 
 Well, this year I have been painting quite a lot...

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#SometimesIPaint 
 Gostou pa chuchu ?? 😆 🤗🫠 Biiiigada! 🫂💜 
 Thank you 🫠🫂 
 Yes.....😁😂 
 I think I like better this one ... Still don't know if it is staying like this or not..

I have not thought about selling...tbh...

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 💜 is the color of #nostr 
 I love 💜 
 I love it !


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 Happy happy birthday! I wish you a wonderful new year, full of achievements , peace of mind and abundance! Blessed be! 😋💜🔥 
 Have a blast! 😄💐 
 For whoever needs it....

"Be cautious about the souls you invite into your heart and your home, for the truest form of imprisonment doesn’t lie in locked doors or guarded walls, but within the confines of a house devoid of peace and love. The person you choose as a life partner can shape not only your happiness but the entire course of your life. They hold the power to either nurture your spirit or drain it. 

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Therefore, choosing someone who treasures your peace and helps it grow is one of the most important decisions you will ever make. This becomes especially critical when dealing with toxic personalities like narcissists, who thrive on draining the emotional energy of others while offering nothing in return but turmoil.

In the beginning, a narcissist might seem like everything you ever dreamed of. Their magnetic charm, captivating presence, and lavish attention can make you feel like you’re living in a fairy tale. This intoxicating period of love-bombing can sweep you off your feet, leaving you with the impression that you’ve met your soulmate. Their constant compliments, seemingly endless affection, and intense focus on you may give the illusion of a deep, profound connection.

But this euphoria doesn’t last. Slowly, the mask starts to slip, and the narcissist's true colors come to light. The warmth and affection that once made you feel so secure begins to shift into something darker and more unsettling. What starts as subtle criticism grows into blatant emotional manipulation. The person who once seemed to adore everything about you now finds fault in the smallest things. This slow, insidious process of breaking down your confidence can leave you confused and questioning your worth. The narcissist’s skill in gaslighting – making you doubt your own perceptions and reality – compounds this, creating a constant state of emotional dependency.

Living with a narcissist can feel like being trapped on a rollercoaster of emotions. One moment, they shower you with love and approval; the next, they withhold affection and become cold and distant."

#FoodForThought 
 Is that an Oracle? 
 STOP sending me messages like "welcome back"‼️‼️
I'm here, just not posting, reading and ... 
 Do you have an inner dialogue?

Serious question. 
 Try Jasmin tea and insence before bed...no phone no TV, at least 1h before...a salt bath. SwáSthya ioga, probably would be a good practise for you.  
 "This one she's just different. She's different than the rest. She's different, because she's real. She's different, because she's unfiltered, and unguarded. She's different, because she's unafraid -she's unafraid to put herself out there. She's unafraid of being an open book. And she's unafraid to show the world who she truly is.

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 She's different, because she's original. She's different, because she's unique and authentic. She's different, because she mixes craziness with class, and confidence with vulnerability. She's different, because she's wild, and she's funny. She's different, because she's free, she's unbothered, she's unaffected and she doesn't care about your opinion. She's different, because she's in love with who she's becoming, and she's in love with where she's going. This one-she's just different. She's different in so many ways. And if you're lucky enough to be the man who walks beside her, she will give you a whole different perspective on life."

Found this text and had to share it cause is sooooo beautiful. There are still many people In the world who are simply unapologetically themselves! 
Kudos! 

#ThingsIFindandAdore 
 "This is the first publicly sold bottle of Coca-Cola released in 1894. It contained an estimated 3.5 grams of cocaine."

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#OhDear 
 How beautiful they look...IMHO..😋

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 Gooooood Mooooooorning! Have a wonderful day ! ☺️ 

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#GMooooooorningstr 
 It looks like it....💜☺️ I love rooibos tea! 😋 
 “The highest form of love is to be the protector of another person's solitude.”

— Rainer Maria Rilke

[ Art • “Come Together” by Miles Johnston ]

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#ThingsIAdore 
 I have no intentions of being alone, but I won't settle either. I respect your point of you, anyway! 🥳 
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by William S. Burroughsthat. A film was made.... wicked!  
 That first line.... minimalist is too cool to be boring. 
 While we become harder, as consequence of repression...
I understand.  
 GM 😘 🌞 
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 Good Moooooaning Moon ! 😊 
 GM 😘 🌞 
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 Here we go.....party is on ! 😋💜🔥
Happy birthday to me...
Weeeeeeeee!

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#EnjoyingLife 
 
Riddle sorted....lol
Sorry guys, it was a harmless joke ! 🤣 

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 How beautiful they look...IMHO..😋

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 I approve.....lol

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 Is this even normal ? 
3 eggs...

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