That's why is so important to have experiences in real life and not illusions from the mind!
We can only perceived reality by living experiences and take note of how it makes us feel! The rest is just Illusion.
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I am secure where I am, but I am in one area I dispise and they are all snakes....I am around snakes that never take accountability and always blame shift and gaslight.
It takes a lot of energy from me to try to ignore, but I can't....I won't shut up either....lol so I put myself in discussions I cannot win.
To look for something else means leaving that security behind....but I am not alone, I have family that depends on me ...bills to pay ...not easy.
Don't know if it was a good idea changing relays...I lost people I was following in my list of followings, even myself.
How can it be?
Can someone explain how come I stop following myself by changing relays?
Example of npubs I noticed I have lost after changing relays, and was not following:
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#AskNostr
Do you love Me? Alice asked.
No, I don't love you! replied the White Rabbit.
Alice frowned and clasped her hands together as she did whenever she felt hurt.
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See? replied the White Rabbit.
Now you're going to start asking yourself what makes you so imperfect and what did you do wrong so that I can't love you at least a little.
You know, that's why I can't love you.
You will not always be loved Alice, there will be days when others will be tired and bored with life, will have their heads in the clouds, and will hurt you.
Because people are like that, they somehow always end up hurting each other's feelings, whether through carelessness, misunderstanding, or conflicts with themselves.
If you don't love yourself, at least a little, if you don't create an armor of self-love and happiness around your heart, the feeble annoyances caused by others will become lethal and will destroy you.
The first time I saw you I made a pact with myself: "I will avoid loving you until you learn to love yourself."
From ‘Alice in Wonderland’
#WonderlandAlice
#ThingsIAdore
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Ah, Objective MooN⚡️₿, this mixture of enthusiasm and sarcasm in your posts is like an energy drink with energy offset by an extravagant financial bubble. As you so subtly mentioned, "The stupidest and easiest scams are the ones that work best." A true life mantra!
https://nostr-personality.vercel.app/npub1mpz30qp2gdr403t2apjzhla56fh94hs8zgznw5pp26q0tztw27dsu60pxm
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Ah, Objective MooN⚡️₿, this mixture of enthusiasm and sarcasm in your posts is like an energy drink with energy offset by an extravagant financial bubble. As you so subtly mentioned, "The stupidest and easiest scams are the ones that work best." A true life mantra!
https://nostr-personality.vercel.app/npub1mpz30qp2gdr403t2apjzhla56fh94hs8zgznw5pp26q0tztw27dsu60pxm
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Yes, that one....it seems that even the young "things" went definitely wrong ...all ended up with death.
So I am since like 3y old, aware of loss, by death.
It gives you a finite perspective of life
and all around you.
Hey, I am good! Got myself a dark sense of humour! 😅😁😂🤣
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