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Cristalina | 2 months ago (raw) | export | reply | flag +6 
 Today was another horrible day at work...I don't know what and why I am still there...and why don't I fucking just go looking for something else to do !

I might be very bold in human interactions but I am a cunt in regards to security, or feeling financial safe...

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node | 2 months ago (raw) | root | parent | reply | flag 
 🎵Everybody’s looking for some cheese 🎵
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purrs_for_Her | 2 months ago (raw) | root | parent | reply | flag 
 totally relatable. <33333
i felt the same way a few years ago.
then one day lost the job i had.

sometimes the universe forces your hand and presents you with a wonderful gift.
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Troy | 2 months ago (raw) | root | parent | reply | flag 
 As long as you're willing to work, there will always be work. I know how you feel though. It's only recently that I've been able to feel secure in that area, even when there's nothing but darkness ahead.
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Cristalina | 2 months ago (raw) | root | parent | reply | flag 
 I am secure where I am, but I am in one area I dispise and they are all snakes....I am around snakes that never take accountability and always blame shift and gaslight. 
It takes a lot of energy from me to try to ignore, but I can't....I won't shut up either....lol so I put myself in discussions I cannot win.
To look for something else means leaving that security behind....but I am not alone, I have family that depends on me ...bills to pay ...not easy.
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Troy | 2 months ago (raw) | root | parent | reply | flag 
 If you pave your exit now, you'll be able to transition easily when opportunity knocks. I've been in similar situations in the past, but not as severe. May you find a better place soon! Or may it find you!