WAIT OMG
HARMONY DOES THE SAME THING I DO WITH MY ARM
sometimes when i'm just standing around or when i'm walking i'll subconciously leave my left arm stiff hold my arm out. idk why i do this, it's involuntary and i find myself doing it all the time (i'm sure it looks weird lol)
you can see her doing it in this image with her right arm
clearly meant to be
https://media.freak.university/media_attachments/files/111/072/774/654/832/651/original/3469d045a63639a3.png
WAIT OMG
HARMONY DOES THE SAME THING I DO WITH MY ARM
sometimes when i'm just standing around or when i'm walking i'll subconciously leave my left arm stiff hold my arm out. idk why i do this, it's involuntary and i find myself doing it all the time (i'm sure it looks weird lol)
discord is being open about how they track direct message activity
i'm not sure what it includes, but my guesses are that it scans messages sent, but it might only check for frequency of messages sent and involved parties
in any case, man i love it when the platform i use reads my data /s
Not sure what was happening with the Lemmy but it's back up! Sorry for the delay
I also upped the RAM. hopefully it's not as slow anymore
once i have some more money i'll get the even better package
@cc047fac dont get me wrong, I wish I could whore myself out lol, it's just never worked out well (especially when I was in a relationship that was... Uh... Mono)
Its not that I hate being young, I love it, but I hate being inexperienced. And not with anything specific, but in general. I think it has to do with the general Chrono ages in this community tho. It's like people are speaking in tongues sometimes or whatever the expression is
I really have only ever had one sexual partner that truly satisfied me, out of the four people I've slept with
I hope that number goes up, but it really shows that how much better good sex is than meh sex. Meh sex is genuinely frustrating, when they can't make you cum, aren't hot, or you're just plain not attracted to them
@2bbdee42 yeah I don't think so lol. Sounds hot but it's always been too much of a risk for me
Plus anyone who's ever asked to meet up with me has been a guy. I never get any girls interested in me
I think the problem is that I've one ever had one partner that I was really sexually attracted to
I was kind of sexually attracted to my gf, and not in any way attracted to the two guys I had sex with. The only person that I was horny for 24/7 was a transmasc
While I'm on the topic of body parts
Fuck do I wish my breasts were bigger
They're tiny as shit and there ain't nothin I can do about it except for surgery
Their size makes me so dysphoric I hate it
@bf758c94 I've sucked 2 guys dicks and 1 girldick but she wasn't on estrogen so it was pretty much guy dick
No girls are ever into me cuz I pass so well as female and I've never known any lesbians lol. I only get guys who wanna hook up with me
In one of the songs off of Yung Gravy & bbno$'s new album Baby Gravy 3 Yung Gravy says the line "if she ain't have kids I don't want none"
Which is supposed to be cuz he likes milfs
But it also sounds like he wants some of those kids... 😏
My friends were pissed that I lied about my contact stance
But that's not what they were really mad about
If I was anti-c and lied about being pro-c they wouldn't have cared, they would've been glad that I'm actually "one of the good pedos"
No, I don't believe that they were mad at me for lying, I think they just hate me for being pro-c
Oh shit lemmy back up I guess? No clue what that was about
In other news when I get home I'll see about upgrading the package so it's faster. It's been pretty slow lately
In case it goes down again we also have a matrix group chat! The link to join is https://matrix.to/#/!lOhCMnBHMpFzwvlYlh:rqd2.net?via=rqd2.net
Rqd2 seems to be down rn
I don't think there's anything I can do since I'm not home
When I get home I'll see about rebooting it. Hopefully it'll fix itself before then
Am argument I hear against pro-c is "oh, would you let a kid get a tattoo? They'll probably regret it later"
Fucking ADULTS get tattoos and regret them later. Regret is unique to developing minds (and even if it was the brain stops developing at 25).
We should hold youth and adults to the same standard, because at the end of the day, it doesn't matter how old you are, everyone can regret things
And that's not even to mention that having sex once, something that's a natural and an instinctive desire, is nothing like getting a permanent tattoo. Completely different things
@Cardinal Directions idk if I knew any of my kinks that young. I think I learned them more around 12
Though I did want to be naked a lot, which could be exhibitionism? But I know that's a pretty common thing, for kids to want to be naked
We should let them smh
@Cardinal Directions low-key though if a kid doesn't wanna wear clothes that's 100% natural and should be allowed. Clothes are what's unnatural, but we've gotten so prude as a "civilization" that even just seeing some random person naked is "abuse"
People even push their clothy agenda onto animals, putting dogs in sweaters and whatnot
@Cardinal Directions idk if I knew any of my kinks that young. I think I learned them more around 12
Though I did want to be naked a lot, which could be exhibitionism? But I know that's a pretty common thing, for kids to want to be naked
We should let them smh
One of my friends before told me about how they found out about their vore kink when they were four. They didn't know what sex was, but they knew that the thought of getting eaten made them "feel funny".
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