I haven't posted here in a while.
A lot of things happened many months ago, like someone I cared about suddenly passed away for unknown reasons.
This started a chain reaction of events, I broke up with good woman - a descision that I later came to regret.
I said goodbye to some friends where boundaries had irreversibly been crossed, still miss you but I think it's better this way.
I hid in solitude and waited for the toxicity to spiral out, housecleaning, workout, work, gardening and more work on myself, letting go.
It was a horrible night.
And you already know what they say about the morning sun.
I'm ok 😊🙂
I kinda figured it out, the more time you spend productive and not thinking about whatever it was.
The less hold it gains over your present and future.
I am very upset right now. I responded to a late night call last weekend.
Showered, shaved and went out into the freezer.
Everything was fine and dandy, we had fun, but ever since Monday I've been receiving a barrage of messages about STD issues that makes me want to jot down the last lines of my will.
I made a few calls and scheduled for testing.
I wish to make a statement, this is not ok behaviour.
And is highly unattractive.
If you ever suspect or have issues im the nether regions, go get tested first. Period.
I'm out!
My heads hurts.. I geralted deep into uncharted territory... I made it out alive, for now. I think..
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Gm nostr, found this post stuck in outbox, but the context is sadly lost to me as well:
The suspicion that you're the elephant and nobody's willing to tell ya.
Hit the gym, pondering my dope-low and the meaning of life.
Anyone else feeling like finding the right one, settling down and produce offspring to hopefully keep ya occupied?
There are more ways to store data than cookies.
1. Visit site
2. pop your dev-console `Ctrl+shift+i` or just right click anywhere and chose "inspect element"
3. Locate tab "storage".
4. Right-click everything and choose delete/purge
Hope it helps :-)
Since it's nostr, your nsec should never leave your browser, cookies are created by servers
So the only two other locations I can think of is localstorage and indexeddb.
Try running this in your js-console
```
localStorage.clear()
```
That's all I have :'-)
Oh sigh, went to party, while trying to get the entrance fee sorted, girl comes up to me and starts flirting.
I haven't even set foot inside before she proposes to take cab to her place.
Note to self, wake up earlier & goto parties earlier to enjoy the music.
Today I confessed to a girl and asked her out on a date and mere 2 hours later I responded to a random bootycall.
It feels like messed something up but I can't put my thumb on it right now.
</drystreak>
Politely asked the doctor for a reality check. She confirmed that i'm ☣️.
Respect and gratitude to the graceful women out there.
Logging out
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Moon rocket landed, texted bro, and bosslike dude and also texted with some chick I met abroad.
Shit i'm at a party and i'm playing with my shiny square, bad party
Here we go again wish me luck 🤙
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Also tonight I had a wierd conversation with a pretty woman, she told me she's afraid of dick but still can't get enough of it. I held a straight face and replied "I love licking pussy, it's so soft."
For some wierd reason she got offended, provably something else I did wrong, point is i had just fallen down a flight of stairs, the adrenaline was still pumping in my ears, i'm good though, completely unscathed 🤙
Anywhoo, let's pretend I didn't share this gotta go sleep, big day tmrw.
I'm so in love with life.
Fuck last time I was this happy some woman came and ruined my life.
Eh eff it. I'll just lean into it when it happens, i'll live.
I'm back home again, cleaned the apartment, unpacked the bag, watered the plants, finished work.
The chaos is starting to overflow again. I don't know if it's my ego talking or the id.
Thursday, Restless 🧛♂️
Yes that is the rational conclusion, one which we usually arrrive at after having ventilated all of that bottled up 💩, I think as long as people don't start ventilating in unison then nostr's pipelines should sucessfully be able to dissapate the pressure away from the mainlines.
Speak what you wish #nostr but keep your 🚾 habits sporadic, and be sure to apologize properly to those you may have wronged.
It's mature/sexy.
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Yes that is the rational conclusion, one which we usually arrrive at after having ventilated all of that bottled up 💩, I think as long as people don't start ventilating in unison then nostr's pipelines should sucessfully be able to dissapate the pressure away from the mainlines.
I love soltitude, because I need it sometimes.
I love people, because I need them sometimes.
Keeping it balanced is important.
Thank you to all the amazing people who's path I trod 🙏 you people are amazimg ✌️
Back straight bro, eyes onto the horizon and you'll stub your toes onto the straight running tumble.
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Fuck lissabon, du är en jävla slyna
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This is hillarious but made me lol, yes, it doesn't matter if you moon or Martian, wanna open up shop in Europe then gotta comply with regulations, kinda hope musk fails to respond, twitter gets euroban and nostr gets more relays/jewsers.
No wait, I immediately regret my words.
Still reading the book, some parts are a bit painful, others reminders of struggles in the past.
Starting to wish I had it paperback and a marker.
That date the other day turned out to be a no,
am a bit bummed out about it but it's okay.
Oh my effinng God, today I met a person who is not supposed to exist anymore, she was very sad once and I gave her a piece of my soul to cheer her up, I let her fall in love with me just enough to stand up straight.. She used that piece to destroy my life as a knew it...
I lost the woman I loved and truly believed to be the mother of my children, I lost my finances, and I lost my sanity.
The worst part is that she apologized for fucking up my life.
This is not just not fair.
Shit, i started having nightmares and trouble sleeping for 3 days now.
It's only September but the perpetual darkness that blankets my geolocation has already begun.
I gotta get out of here..
"Network Of Stigmas, Traumas, and pseudo Resolved issues."
That's how i'd sell nostr to my x, except I'm not talking to her.
In your case it depends, kids that age dont process information the same way, you were most likely fully focused on the emotional state of your parent - consuming the TV events only indirectly.
Depending on maturity, it can be difficult to balance dopamine rich news versus attention for their toddler.
If anything exceptionally bad or good happened to you directly afterwards, then it is possible to develop a false strong reaction to similarly percieved situations.
Bottom line, unless you took part in the actual events, then the impact on your psyche should have been minimal.
If you're still bothered by it in your adult life.
Then find the original news casts on some internet archive, watch them on a old CRT and once satisfied; throw the whole thing out the window.
🙂
Lol, i tried damus on a raspberry before, it followed some ginger kid and auto-boosted his every post.
I thought that was wierd.
Anyway, might as well call it a day.
Thanks for the sanity check bruh🤙
Hmm, how should I put it, asking people to install a phone app is like frenching a blind date before shaking their hand.
Looking at the pictures, your app seems to feature a different set of characters, with random replies.
Quite psychadelic but a bit dark.
Did I get it right?
Atheism is a gateway drug to communism? Oh brother.
The real Alan watts was a taoist right?
Hence he knew the lesson of live and let live.
What you're preaching is a bit different.
Hey i'm not sure if you're still around.
But I went through some old notes and it seems that one of them contained the solution to the equation.
I've gone a full 360 in in about 20months. Effin' A!
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Noo! What the heck, don't listen to that troll ☹️
You know how guys can wear the same shirt for a year and underpants if allowed to?
Well I found your frequent switch of costume a pleasent change to an otherwise dank network.
Please change as often as you feel like ✨
In old Norse, Saturday was named Lordayg
Which translates to "The day of the Soap"
Basically monday for vikings..
Comone Lads, I hate to be the one to tell you but the last pair orange eyes were sold off at an antique auction.
Go shower then #newprofile yourself.
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Whoa, useful OCD! But I can't see the A, I saw an amethyst with a nostrich in it and a speechbubble,, and now I see a building or a hut. Or maybe some online shooter mmo. Colors were fine though
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