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 i love tactical sekt so bad, i can't stand it

https://youtu.be/UUBkupd9Xws 
 https://youtu.be/UUBkupd9Xws

tactical sekt is from texas

i love tactical sekt

one of my favourite harsh electro outfits of all time

i am sad they are not around anymore, at least so i understand

go fuck yourself, i want my dark sky 
 https://youtu.be/jfeLiat3tNc

let's bring on the pain

let's bring on the noise 
 melting

i love tactical sekt 
 tactical sekt is from texas...

i love them so much 
 harsh, loud, angry, based 
 i like them too, but i got so jaded 
 destroying evil is the only meaning of life 
 it is very cathartic to scream

"go fuck yourself" 
 go... fuck... YOURSELF!@!!!!

hi fren 
 wat 
 it's not fixeded yet 
 prollynot 
 do what? lol 
 super happy atm

you can all gfy

because we are winning

the right thing prevails in the long game 
 https://youtu.be/3nQ76Wbz0OQ

now i am become death 
 i literally can't look at whatever the others want to promote

here you go

https://youtu.be/ly0tvX1moRk?list=OLAK5uy_n7Rx9I-oQQVtvEw3Tt5PuLKiy2p_Qq1hQ

fucking belgian harsh electro

please go fuck yourself 
 i love psyclon nine and suicide commando and tactical sect and psyclon nine, i have nothing more 
 i have sadness 
 the world is fucked 
 and we will have fun fighting against them eveun unto death

i love you my lady, and i am proud and wish your man was as harrsh and bold
 
 did you not read what i wrote?

i certainly did

and it's way way way way way too complicated

it doesn't have fucking coroutines

because you dumbasses don't know that matters

and you don't understand the value of dynamic arrays

idk what to say

Go
Fuck
Yourself
Fan
Of
Mozilla
AKA
NETSCAPE 
 go fuck yourself... in hell

https://youtu.be/IXIU93yBSrc
 
 idc they can go to helll 
 my sadness is limited... i want less please 
 i tried to look at youtube just now

and it overwhelmed me with shit

so now.. nothing

nothing

here's some more FUCKING NOTHING 
 literally fans went to max and then faded 

how about

no 
 what the fuck was that 
 silence is so beautiful 
 why can't we just be sober 
 holy fuck i got trapped

https://youtu.be/nspxAG12Cpc

i loved this video when i was 17 and will always love it 
 i love siberia

https://youtu.be/noo_OXw6TbI

#musicstr

gfy 
 https://youtu.be/3-_tcMBfMEo

sibirsky ftw 

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 https://youtu.be/ODwZzMLv7zU

i like gothic music, and i like electronic music

big fan of cabaret nocturne 
 when i discovered that GFY was a meme in #bitcoin land

i was so happy

https://youtu.be/IXIU93yBSrc

go fuck yourself, in hell 
 this is my theme of the fauci covid era

https://youtu.be/3UDa6o6zsUE 
 i must not forget

i was so happy to see Andy La Plegua play live in Fortutude Valley some years back

i loved his band, he had  two maniacs pounding giant bass drums in the performance, that was the best part of the instrumentation

he did "icon of coil" but "combichrcist" is his most epic

and this might be his most epic composition, but it's hard to say because his shit is so good

https://youtu.be/3UDa6o6zsUE

but honestly, you like that, you'll get this

https://youtu.be/tpht4k_VBhE

fuckin legend 
 i already went through hell

i will do it again, for fun, this time, because i learned so much first time

i do my best to stay above the poverty line these days but honestly i don't mind that much being under it and starving

turns out that humans actually can do a lot of stuff without food for a long time

i have proven this in my own life

i know even more about it from experience plus what i have studied and i'll keep on truckin

you can't stop me

i'm agile, i'm a cat, i'm never going to give up, and i'm never going to ask for death

only GOD can give me death,  i will fight until he does. 

I love God

he is the only thing worth talking about in this world

the rest is just an anthem unto His name 
 https://youtu.be/Yth_jZcZrtA

new video that is awesome... from that movie, i forgot what the name was

was very stalkerish

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 yes, "The Road" was the movie... and yes, it was very fittting for this song 
 i figured out how to play this song on my shitty homeless made plastic pipe flute back in 2015

https://youtu.be/WDCNlqMgnvo

this is the theme song of the Stalker games, in my opinon... ukrainian alt metal band... oh my god, when i hear this woman sing, i am like, "ok, whatever you ask" 
 this is new
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 https://youtu.be/Yth_jZcZrtA

new video that is awesome... from that movie, i forgot what the name was

was very stalkerish

nostr:nevent1qvzqqqqqqypzqnyqqft6tz9g9pyaqjvp0s4a4tvcfvj6gkke7mddvmj86w68uwe0qyghwumn8ghj7mn0wd68ytnvv9hxgtcpzamhxue69uhk6mr9dd6jumn0wd68yvfwvdhk6tcqyr42f208uaatxlc0z5fwrdfpdtfr43anwp785lre8972tlgq6wnt73lq26p 
 when i was homeless in Sofia in the winter of 2015

this was a song i found and meant so much to me because i barely ever got to wash

https://youtu.be/2O3zUciAICs 
 i wanted a damn bath lol 
 that was my life... i'm still here 
 need to keep up the #musicstr

https://youtu.be/zxxRykDGCdU

another of my favourites... been a huge fan of Daniel Graves and Aesthetic Perfection for a long time

since i bumped into some "dark music compilation" on the bittorrents

this guy

he is so awesomely naked and selfconscious and direct

i hope you enjoy his theatre of his own misery 
 https://youtu.be/jVkX-D1bgf4

#musicstr

i had a bad time at the concert i went to but i love Daniel Graves and he has kept topping his old stuff

dude is a chronic lyrical philosopher

he's like a one of these shitty rap guys, but actually he bares his soul to you

not like htat fucker whatsisname... M and M... chocolate sweet dickhead 
 I agree with Graham Hancock that humanity is a species with amnesia.

I will add that it seems li... 
 definitely amnesiac

but i can relate because i sometimes have trouble remembering and i'm only one man in one life 
 psychosis means having illusions about reality, mainly 
 since i am provoked to #musicstr i like funkervogt also

https://youtu.be/Z4E6QVbvW7c

this video is a great cutup from the movie "suckerpunch"

german "futurepop" band, of legend...

here is their thing about black markets in WW2

https://youtu.be/h-7aExbWhUk

 
 i love xentrifuge and i love that they haven't changed their formula, just got a little bit more sharp

https://youtu.be/w_I8wR1vb9M

but this is their newest stuff

i'm so stoked, they are serious, they never sold out like many others... they are up there with hocico for me

https://youtu.be/abzMqOCvyIQ 
 apologising for posting that shitty homo eco environmentalist shitty fan video from tactical sekt that is actually a song about how shitty it is there is streetlights everywhere obscuring the sky

https://youtu.be/3p8-RS3j7Ek

2 point 4 kids riding in your Volvo
A Kodak moment for the world to share
Mommy's in the kitchen, cooking up a pot pie
Watching "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire"

Little Johnny's in his room loading up a 12 gauge
Jenny's in her room smoking crack
What happened to your precious little family now?
The devil slithered in when you turned your back

Step 1 - I want you to bleed for me
Step 2 - I want you to kill for the thrill of it
Step 3 - I want you to love the taste of murder
Step 4 - I want you to die

Thousands of people die every day
Thousands of people forgot to live
Millions of dollars wasted on our egos
Not enough money to buy salvation with

Always want to put your 2 cents in
Always quick to snatch it right back
Always bitching about the state of the world today
But you can only see the world in white and black

2 point 4 kids getting on your nerves
2 point 4 kids to neglect
2 point 4 kids have no mind of their own
2 point 4 kids refuse to give respect

What's the matter mommy
What's the matter daddy
Has mommy's little monster
Took another gun to class?

What's the matter mommy
What's the matter daddy
Has daddy's little angel
Grown up way too fast?

What's the matter mommy
What's the matter daddy
Is mommy's little monster
Giving you nightmares

What's the matter mommy
What's the matter daddy
Has daddy's little angel
Become an object of despair?

Step 1 - I want you to bleed for me
Step 2 - I want you to kill for the thrill of it
Step 3 - I want you to love the taste of murder
Step 4 - I want you to die 
 since it seems to be #musicstr for me this evening

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAPhAdsXzVU

i love hocico, from mehiko

but i also love tactical sekt, who popped up for a while in texas and then disappeared

i love this song especially, it is a lament about the loss of the visibility of the stars 
 this video is so gay 
 hocico is one of my favourite bands of all time

they do this stuff lately that is kinda... idk what it is? backbeat? that's what we called it in the old days

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pl229I2r2wU

oh man, i would love to go to see them play live one day in mehiko 
 no, i'm australian, but my father is dutch/indonesian, specifically west irian

i look mostly euro but my spirit is abo 
 yes, it does!

i know that when it says in text X about some aztec/toltec/etc name that it's hard h, with breath, like CH in english or german

my first second language is actually spanish, but it was a very long time ago when i was 9 
 nope, i'd love to go there, but i'm in #madeira right now

hell, this is making me think i could do that? 
 i have not yet been to the americas 
 yes, because hocico is from mexico and they are fuckin awesome

damn 
 @devsou.com

i couldn't help but notice your banner image contains an ortholinear keyboard with 15 columns, it looks a lot like my idobao id75

although the default lights under mine are 2x5, rather than the three rows like yours

greetings fellow orthomaniac! 
 ah hell yeah

you are officially the first ortho freak and aggrotech fan i have met on nostr

thankyou 
 how to explain, both! what are the chances, i'm super happy to meet you... i thought there was nobody else in teh world as weird as me 
 also what the fuck with all these people i am seeing lately posting in portugues

maybe i need to actually keep learning this language 
 liar 
 i also 
 humbug... it is too late in the day to do any work

i have one more bug in the binary tag encoding it seems... something causing a off-by-one that eats the first byte of the length prefix for the content field

i think i'll nail it tomorrow but no idea how many more glitches i'm going to find

so far it's all been about the tags... and i quite thoroughly rewrote them today fixing the other errors

will be nice when it's fully fixed though, pretty sure this has been the source of errors with clients not getting data out of the relay

and yes, i already updated wss://nostr.realy.lol to the latest version with some of the fixes so it's a bit better... but still it's mangling stuff, so, manyana 
 It’s not brave to support the exact same narratives and causes as the state and mainstream medi... 
 not edgy. actually the opposite 
 are you form you crane? 
 EDC 2. Food

- Carry some protein bars, nuts or similar things you like for emergencies. I always... 
 yeah, i don't get cats

they love the meats

but you give them this junk and they eat it

i found, when i was in bulgaria, that they started putting TVP instead of meat

the cats would just lick the gravy and refuse to eat the solids, and ilooked at them, i know TVP, i grew up SDA, i know TVP

sick

anyway, yes, the dry food is actually literally better... because it's not soy 
Event not found
 fun fact about PoW mining

the more you try the more likely you will get a solution

so, you can run it for a day, and then go meh

and then another day another day run it... meh

and then 3rd day, very likely that you can get a 6 word key 
 6 letter word in the key i mean 
 if it can mint a pubkey with 5 characters in 10 minutes then it's fast

and my condolences on your being lured into hipsterlang

i hate mozilla (netscape) and i hate rust, and you want to know why?

i never hardly heard about the language

until i got a job trying to land a contract doing shitcoin dev

they all wanted rust... go was passe apparently

and a few months later i became a newly minted bitcoin maxi, and i'm not new to this, first bought bitcoin in 2012 
 all the rusticles don't understand why i hate rust so much

took me 2 weeks to do a basic first thing in rust

did my first thing in Go in a few days 
 haha

are those all valid characters in bech32?

i think you can double for each bit, so each character is 5 bits, and let's say 10 minutes is average for 25 bits, and you want... 12

so that's an extra 35 bits, so 600 seconds for 5

last bit was 300, then 150, then 75, then ... idk

anyway, so 26 bits is probably 20 min, 27 is probably 40 min, 28 is 80 min

238609294 days based on that very rough estimate

0.000017881s for the first bit, then double that until you get to your required 60 bits 
 the client side is definitely better with something other than Go, i'll give you that

it's a sad state of affairs to be able to bulid such nice fast stuff so quickly for the data and back end and then have to deal with insane oop bullshit to do the rest

it's been one of my wishes for a long time

i built a lot of a GUI library from go, built on top of gio, but that code is so out of date now, and the devs of the UI library have still to make a 1.0 release 7 years later so ... fuck them, and their macintosh dev environment cunty arses 
 nah, the regex will be ok, a lot faster than the actual pubkey derivation

if there is a way to optimize the regexp to that specific thing before you run it that would help, i mean, it should just be generated code or a closure that is derived once and runs each attempt 
 and yes, you should dedicate a machine to it, if you have one... it's gonna take weeks, maybe months 
 remember the old expression "man-month" well "machine-month" hehe 
 just saying tho, if you put two machines on it, it takes half the time 
 also, may i suggest you alter your regex to put a `.*` after and before the bracket group 
 there's actually only 9 variants you have to search for, might be faster to change it to a simple search for those 9