yes been there--He gives grace and endurance and personally has shown Himself more clearly to be present during the worst of times. 

 And thank you for asking that, it's always a good check 🙏 

 What the good hearted people in the comments miss, is that you have a way of making everything that happens to others about you. You also only ask questions you think you already know the answer to. Because of this, I personally suspect God is going to go out of His way to make a significant example of His endless love out of you. ❤️ 
In fact I’m going to ask Him to 😆 

 I responded to _you_ with this comment:

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because I truly am happy for you. It has nothing to do with me at all aside from the fact that your experience made me happy. Like everyone else who commented on your OP.

And I responded to npub1vg7z7wmyl48ed6r5ncvvreldgvqx48cy24tk4l6fke2emtzjmxtsff5xds about something she said. It doesn't necessarily have anything to do with you, but you're free to weigh in if you must.
 

 I can only speak for myself. I have been through trauma (more than once). Never did I question His overarching care for me and directing my paths. He calmed my fears at all times, even in the midst of chaos and pain. When I faced doubt, He sent me obvious and palpable signs of His presence, even when the circumstance(s) didn't change whatsoever. I still live with the fallout(s) of those times. God is good, all the time. That doesn't mean I get the life I want all the time. It means He is worthy of my trust no matter what because of Who He is, what He's done, and what He's promised me. I can't imagine going back to not knowing Him at all, and by His grace, that will never happen. 

 My honest thought was, “I’ve graduated to a new level.” And I believed the implication of happening on my birthday was to work to find the gifts inside. 
There are deep riches is the dark places if you continue to believe.