There is a saying in my country ,chat goes like this

"Todo o bem se faz em silêncio, o resto é teatro ."

(All good is done in silence, the rest is theatre)

I believe in this and agree with you. Glad to see you self aware.  

 blame it on my christian childhood: that shit bout your left hand not knowing bout what your right hand does. unfortunately, christians themselves made me an agnostic existentialist who currently only believes in entropy.