Dang, days of feeling off are totally, off, aren't they? I know know the feeling of not knowing how I feel. I am one of those who might say,  "This calls for some internal quiet time, for introspective to do some self reflecting"

 That feeling of being lonely, where nothing that we seem to do, is satisfying the hunger, or thirst for that feeling to be given what it needs to be happy, or to be content inside the body.

Yes, I threw some spiritsoul into the equation. Hear me out though, before we laugh or disregard the presence of our internal selves. 

From experience and through trial and error, mindfulness, and self analysis, I have found that more times than none, these feelings of being lonely, are always a neglect of our inner selves. 

I'm agnostic so I don't believe in just one diety, or one God. My earthly self, is more than just this body. This body is the materialized copy of the spirit self. This version of me, is the one people see. This version is modified and upgraded depending on how well our unseen copy(the internal self) is sustained and cared for. 

Self care is more than just a physical aspect. The multi-faceted beings we truly are, requires the nurturing, and love that seeks to fulfill the needs that can't be found from the worldly paths. However, these paths eventually transmute into something grand as we progress through into a higher place and onto a more rewarded adventure. 

I know this may sound mumbo-jumbo to many, but, not about them. Its For you. 

 I get you. My head spins out of control 24/7. Everyone needs to be heard at some point in their lives. I've lived with many roommates over the years and remained very lonely until I met my boyfriend. Sadly he became a wall after awhile as well. Men don't think like women do no matter what we are separate for a reason. You need to find other females to yammer with because it drives men nuts. They are always kind and tolerant in the beginning but it wears on their nerves after awhile. Men can actually sit with nothing going on in their heads. Women can't. Chat me up if you need an ear. 

 I do believe in God and what you are saying holds merit as far as self reflection and feeding the empty hunger inside. We must all take care of our inner selves. Spirituality really isn't the main factor. It's the self reflecting and the ability to step outside of yourself and look in. There is always room for improvement as long as you are able to do it without worrying about the judgement of others. I am delighted that you were brave enough to speak your mind without the worry of others thoughts. Others don't matter much unless they are paying your bills for you. It's all about you when needed and that's a sure sign of intelligence. Unfortunately not everyone is as gifted as yourself and probably don't understand where you are coming from. An open mind is a beautiful thing. Thanks for sharing.