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 got rid of my github (refreshing and liberating) (lonely) 
 after ending Vyvanse i feel normal again like i am acting as what i think i am. 
 @jaf in what ways does vyvanse alter your thought process? 
 vividly hallucinating light flashes and imaginary bugs due to lack of sleep(10 hours):senkohmm::cig: 
 :SSBBW: 
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 @cassidyclown @:ihavenomouth:  tbh i think it should be the default behavior, if you have a frontend for your instance it should be directly hooked up to your instance anyway 
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real 
 need a girlfriend who poves me for who everybody else is :niggainsane: 
 @mushroom soup  :nigganerd:<(cats can't taste sweetness and even a small amount of chocolate can kill them) 
 Putting together a bucket list taking ANY suggestion 
 @Fe₂🦀₃⋅H₂🦀 ( 7,600 / 28,000 ) manufacture LSD (it's way harder than you think) 
 just had the best sleep of my life 
 Is there just no standardization for shirt sizes? Sometimes Ms are Ls and sometimes Ls are Ms 
 @Fe₂🦀₃⋅H₂🦀 ( 7,600 / 28,000 ) it's just like how int can be 16 bit or 32 bits :nigga3c: 
 maybe this wasnt such a good idea as i thought it might be :niggapensive: 
 perfect stealth (yellow) 
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 @احمدابن محمد الخيام @‎ perns it's a tor node ip address anyway :chinsane: 
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 NOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE MINT X E FANFIC WONT HAPPEN AAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUGH 
 @theo h. mann i tried, she refused :niggaheyface: 
 nostr:npub1psx7zml4neu6v03fe6pqcdp4lvcf444mfswy4rlfz28s8jwtzjtqrxgvsy I'm back but everyone has l... 
 @​ lets have an edate 1:1 on the salon :niggashy: 
 nostr:npub1xanjytp3clslynd2hxlnxg32jzz9wafxj9g4x6k28sjgljasd8wq3qjlvy im at a point where im fair... 
 @theo h. mann @Final:z:Badguy:shrussia:  C++ is very easy, just

enum{START=1,END=500,};
#define u using
#define C const
#define S struct
#define P putchar
#define t template
#define CE constexpr
#define st static
#define R return
#define F(x,a...) for(x)a
#define A auto
u I=int;u c=char;u s=long unsigned;extern "C" I P(I);
t<s N=1,s M=1>S m{
  st CE A f=[](s n,s m)CE{s mt=n/m;R n-mt*m;};
  st CE s v=f(N,M);
};
t<s N>S tg{u L=c[N];L d;
  CE tg(L C& sl){F(s i=0;i<N;++i,d[i]=sl[i];)}};
t<s N>tg(c C(&)[N])->tg<N>;
t<s,tg,I>S ps{};
t<s N,tg T>S ps<N,T,0>{ps(){F(s i=0;P(T.d[i++]);,;)}};
t<s,I>S pn{};
t<s N>S pn<N,0>{pn(){
  s sz=1;
  F(s i=N;i/=10;++sz,;)
  F(s i=sz;i;--i,{
    s r=1;F(s j=i-1;j;--j,r*=10;)
    P('0'+m<>::f(N/r,10));
  })
}};
t<s N>S p{p(){
  ps<N,"Fizz",m<N,3>::v>{};
  ps<N,"Buzz",m<N,5>::v>{};
  pn<N,!m<N,3>::v+!m<N,5>::v>{};
  P(10);
}};
t<s N,s E>S fb:p<N>{fb(){fb<N+1,E>{};}};
t<s N>S fb<N,N>:p<N>{};
I main(){fb<START,END>{};}
 
 nostr:npub1xanjytp3clslynd2hxlnxg32jzz9wafxj9g4x6k28sjgljasd8wq3qjlvy I mean yeah
but also with h... 
 @theo h. mann @Final:z:Badguy:shrussia: D is like Go with the complexity of modern C++ with the instability of ancient 90s C++ compilers (not recommended) 
 no mint, no life :niggaheyface: 
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 @‎ perns @woodland creature :pleroma_fox_tan:  i thought mint and mia were leaving too, no? 
 nobody in the Salon mumble welcomed me :niggasobdown: 
 I SETTLE INTO A NEW MIND! IN A FLEA-BITTEN TUB RING PARADISE OF A QUEEN SIZE SUITE OF A WYNDHAM/MICROTEL/ECONO LODGE/RED ROOF INN/KNIGHTS INN/SUPER EIGHT/WHATEVER OUTSIDE RICHMOND, VIRGINIA
I CURLED UP AN OLD SHOWTIME SOFTCORE PORNO AND FLIPPED THROUGH MY PHONE FOR A FEW HOURS
PICKED UP A BAG OF SWEDISH FISH AND A FISTFUL OF CHOCOLATE COVERED CHERRIES AND A PACK OF MARLBORO NXT FOR THREE DOLLARS AND NINETY CENTS IN THE BODEGA BY THE WAFFLE HOUSE
I SPUN MY EYES OVER THE BEAUTIFUL FLORAL ARRANGEMENTS BLOOMING AND TESSELLATING IN THE STUCCO ON THE WALLS
ANYTHING, I FIGURED, TO KEEP MY MIND OFF THOSE GOOSEBUMPS THAT WERE RISING, AND SQUEAKING, AND CRACKING, AND QUACKING
AND THREATENING ANAPHYLAXIS AND ASPHYXIATION WITH EVERY SHARP INHALE THAT I TOOK
WITH THE THREAT OF STEVENS-JOHNSON SYNDROME BEHIND MY FLESH
AND I WATCHED AS MY SKIN CRAWLED UPWARDS TO FORM A FLESH NOOSE TO HANG ME FROM THE RAFTERS OF THAT PLACE I HAD FOUND MYSELF IN
AND I WATCHED AS MY EPIDERMIS TOOK ON THE SHAPE OF WHATEVER I FEARED THE MOST IN THAT MOMENT
AND I SAT THERE DOWN IN THAT FLY TRAP ASHTRAY CONTEMPLATING MY NEXT MOVE AND WEIGHING OUT THE PROS AND CONS OF EVERY LAST ROTTEN PULSE! IT WAS EITHER WILMINGTON, NORTH CAROLINA, OR THE NEAREST HOSPITAL! 
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e x mint when!?!? 
 @theo h. mann would smash him on grindr tbh 
 mint has a cute voice 
 :niggabread: <- my mouth after eating dark chocolate(99% cocoa) to stop caffeine addiction 
 This is gonna sound like a dumb fuckin question but is there any substance you can buy that taste... 
 raped and gaped by c++20 coroutines :niggaheyface: 
 >requires exceptions to actually properly work
>hidden heap allocations on yield
:niggaheyface: 
 recently ive been sleeping like 3 hours per day and i have been unable to take naps 
 nostr:npub1psx7zml4neu6v03fe6pqcdp4lvcf444mfswy4rlfz28s8jwtzjtqrxgvsy 💀 aw hell naw this man l... 
 @theo h. mann it's will wood you gotta listen to him every one of his songs is a banger
Front Street.mp3

https://ryona.agency/media/b472ada0c71451b5038579a6a03eb35c8a65caf727efcc3cf5b43de85402db21.mp3?name=Front%20Street.mp3 
 ive been listening to the same albums since 2017 
 @theo h. mann i listen to one artist only 
 why do i become retarded when i drink cofe:niggaheyface: 
 my liver is so weak it cant even handle caffeine 
 gm fedi :niggablobcatcozy: 
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 i give up 
 3 hours and i still cant prove addition is commutative 
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 nostr:npub1psx7zml4neu6v03fe6pqcdp4lvcf444mfswy4rlfz28s8jwtzjtqrxgvsy math gets easier once you f... 
 @Fe₂🦀₃⋅H₂🦀 ( 7,600 / 28,000 ) yeah like, axioms are just building blocks for theorems I guess, they just are and you can't prove them. also when I learned the the supremum of an empty subset of R is -infinity and the infimum of it is +infinity because nothing is smaller than -infinity and nothing is bigger than +infinity it just felt like good old enable_if template fuckery to me, lmao 
 learning math (it's stupider than i thought) 
 We had an intercontinental n-tower, now prepare for an interdimensional one 
 nostr:npub1v8jspg9u0hkrkkuhr5eu3jya0v0rk2ndlgvpydq8fu6ccj0kyclsmztl8l wtf is this? 
 @jaf @ayumu kasuga so i type into my instance's shoutbox -> mint's shoutbox federator reposts it in clubcyberia.co's shoutbox -> shoutboxgangstalker picks it up and makes a post :niggainsane: 
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 @buy robux today :ROBUX: @cassidyclown @ayumu kasuga @8888 @Nekobit i dont care, let me efficiently spam people with the :_insane: emoji through your bot 
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 is niggaposting transphobic? 
 an :insane: man in a :niggainsane: world 
 @:ihavenomouth:  i wish that were me :niggaeflushed: 
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 @Christmassy Merry Dude @woodland creature :pleroma_fox_tan:  @ayumu kasuga @owl. @anime graf mays 🛰️🪐 basically it works like (me typing in Agency's shoutbox) -> (mint's federated shoutbox thing reposts it in cyberia's shoutbox) -> (shoutboxgangstalker posts it)
:niggabrain: 
 :niggabrain: 
 plague clubcyberia.co: : nostr:npub108zt8c43ulvdwnax2txurhhr07wdprl0msf608udz9rvp... 
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 @‎ perns @woodland creature :pleroma_fox_tan:  i technically am a chigger so i cant object :chiggerniggaseverementaldistress: 
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 @‎ perns @woodland creature :pleroma_fox_tan:  the instant i opened my mouth you called me a chigger :chiggerniggaseverementaldistress: 
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 @Nekobit nigga be on a hypomanic episode