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 I still kinda want to move my casual desktop use to the Deck. But that opens some cans of worms like do I need an external hdd with power supply or is the official dock enough.

I'm also interested in a small external ssd for backup.

And yeah, the dream of having a sanely organized set of ssd / hdd. Maybe even a NAS if they weren't so costly.

Or I could take a nap. It's free.

#SteamDeck #NAS 
 Started Japanese on Duolingo again.
If you are ever somehow stuck in a Japanese restaurant and want to fucking order rice, call me fam. I’m an expert.

#Japanese 
 One Piece chapter 1 (of 10 245)
Luffy - 'I want to be the new Pirate King !!!'

Sousou no Frieren chapter 1
Frieren - 'Fuck my life.'

#Manga 
 I'm still processing the fact that Sousou no Frieren is labeled as a Shonen, and how it's wrong and actually how hilariously un-shonen it is.

In a shonen the protag want something. He obnoxiously wants that fucking thing and nothing else matter in the universe.

In Frieren, the protag didn't get that thing and have to deal with her existence without the thing.

Basically, eat you shitburgers, Frieren !

...
If everything turns out into a battle manga for something I will be very cross. 
 Nice ! Today I learned that 'la nature a horreur du vide' can be translated to 'nature abhors a vacuum' and that it's a physics principle named 'horror vacui'.

What will I do with all this knowledge :breathe: 

I should stop reading adult manga, they make me all moody the day after. 
 I want more free space on my PC.
But if I buy a disk I will fill the free space asap.

This is my existential issue of the day. 
 I’m a 40+ failure going through a predictable midlife crisis.

Listen to a friend and try a manga to change things up.
…
…
The protag doesn’t know how to relate to people and the only constant is people age and die.

You can’t make this shit up.

#Manga 
 Started Ion Fury and overall I’m disappointed.
The level design isn’t up to snuff, for one. Big area, three color keys. Big area, three color keys. Rinse and repeat.
And the game is quite punishing when you are hit, so it often feels safer to just use the aim bot mode of the basic gun than risk getting a big hp loss. Monotonous.

I will continue if I have the skill, it’s good enough I guess, but yeah…

#VideoGames #BoomerShooters 
 Tried two times by now, but nope, I'm sorry. Selaco bores me to tears.

#VideoGames #BoomerShooters 
 Dosbox, nglide (?), dgvoodoo2 (?), PCEM… pretty sure in the grand battle between my very opinionated nostalgia and reality, I should prepare for defeat and start appreciating raw pixels.
But the very thought of raw Arcanum or Final Fantasy VII will also give me sleep paralysis.
This is wrong.

Oh my God, I just thought about Metal Gear Solid raw. I’m fainting.

#VideoGames #Emulation 
 I have the urge to play some early windows games with scanlines (Kingpin / Sin / Vampire the Masquerade / Arcanum).

This is gonna be a horrible time sink I don't need nor have the knowledge to go through..

Pretty sure DOSbox Gaum is out of the question (the name gives it away, yeah).
PCEM seems to fit the bill but as to how to put a GOG games in there, or even just set it up...

#VideoGames #Emulation 
 There are also the obvious Amid Evil DLC and the shadow dropped Islands of the Caliph.
...
But bruhs. We are still on October 1st. I have to resist a little for all the future occasions when I won't resist.

:breathe: 
 Kinda tempted to buy the original Kingpin - Life of Crime just to play it in DOSbox with scanlines. 
 Realms Deep was 3:40 of trailers quasi back to back. Most of them with angry music.
We are the day after and I have an headache. 
 I think a big roadblock for me in Ultrakill is that I would need a mouse with three side buttons ? Maybe. To put all the shit which is keybound to my left hand area.
Because yeah, I can begrudgingly, as an old man with tremors, use slide or dash on 'left shift' and 'left ctrl'. Both is pushing in a twitchy game, but...

When you had a punch button on 'F' and a change weapon style on 'E', MY LEFT HAND HAS A PANIC ATTACK. 
 I replayed Ultrakill demo. I even finished it this time !
I don't really have words to describe how insane and speedy it is.

The difficulty honestly scares me. But in the other hand, it's super good. When you somehow survive those fucking mini bosses.

#BoomerShooters 
 My recent obsession with boomer shooters could be explained by their density. I have long lamented modern games being bloated mess, and here is some form of an answer.
Here is a good game, instantly gratifying, it will take you one or two days to play through, thanks for your patronage.
Perfect.

You don't need to block three months to play them, and they are not written like what if war & peace but with a complete lack of narrative skill.

#BoomerShooters 
 Ghostrunner finished.
I acknowledge this as filling a very specific niche for fans of hardcore one shot experiences, but not much more.
Writing is super predictable, not a lot of variety in environments, even the parkour is repetitive, like it or not (I don't) I fear it's clearly not more than the sum of its parts. It's there.

#VideoGames 
 In order to not buy yet another game, I decided to play Ghostrunner.
I found the demo annoyingly die & retry but hey, what could go wrong.

Everything ? No but seriously, it's pretty but also extremely punishing, to an absurd level, and repetitive.
The pitiful narrative the game tries to weave also becomes obnoxious real fast when it's only conveyed by dialogs that happen during your parkour. Like, shut up people, I'm trying not to die and you keep droning on about your tired lore.

#VideoGames 
 I don't want to hurt my self esteem but this is so outrageous. First real boss of the game.
four... hundred deaths.

Yeah.

I'm not the twitchiest of payers but come on. 
 Just did the train level. Easy ! Only 80 deaths. 
 nostr:npub12nfnp0ks3kdpdvlugfdl29a4qweqd9w4j4d5ycnufyzjmp65m5fs4rqwve no, not at all, lol :P i wa... 
 @aea3822c Shaking my head :welp: 

/jk 
 nostr:npub12nfnp0ks3kdpdvlugfdl29a4qweqd9w4j4d5ycnufyzjmp65m5fs4rqwve why? what was supposed to h... 
 @aea3822c You didn't re-toot my recent toots. Which is not a problem in itself but I wondered if I said something offending. 
 Wait, what happened to @aea3822c ? :breathe: 
 Someone implied to me yesterday that long running manga are generally available in English.

Kochikame
Golgo 13
Lupin
Space Adventure Cobra
Gegege No Kitaro
...

No, really, I didn't agree.

#Manga 
 We are getting there !

Too pricey, but I suppose it will be inevitable if I want something really custom.
Qwerty which is meh meh meh.
ANSI which is not my preferred option but I surely can live with.
No backlight.
The white board is good but I would prefer custom.

But we are moving in the right direction.

https://files.mastodon.social/media_attachments/files/111/136/840/784/659/127/original/67d82315dd60c5fc.jpg 
 That being said, I found a Logitech lavender keyboard, but I refuse to even link that horrible shit with round keys. 
 I'm not that interested in pink, but it's to find something that marry with that little beauty.

#KeyboardStruggle

https://files.mastodon.social/media_attachments/files/111/136/529/394/899/749/original/0d777fb007307c9a.jpg 
 Not enough pastel green, qwerty and ansi. Is there even a backlight ?
But good effort, Ducky !

#KeyboardStruggle

https://files.mastodon.social/media_attachments/files/111/136/518/471/811/474/original/d2d29529ad75d6f4.png 
 Ideally, mechanical keyboard, iso azerty, backlight, mix of lavender and pastel green.

Realistically, I will have to settle for another fucking black rectangle. 
 I mean I could simply buy a new Illuminated Keyboard, but the last time I checked Logitech asked for an indecent price, higher than some mechanical keyboards.

Colors are great, too, until they aren’t. My eyes were opened by my last mouse, a lovely ‘cheap’ lavender mouse by Logitech. But I see you, OCD, no color scheme will please me and the next thing I know I will have to lube 100+ keys. 
 Oh yeah, friendly reminder ! Realms Deep 2023 on the 30th !

Just a few more days :breathe: 

#VideoGames #BoomerShooter 
 TIL there is an Ultrakill / Turbo Overkill bundle on Steam at 29%

*Sweating* 
 I also would like to add that if I'm constantly crying for an OLED screen, it's not for 'those blacks'.
It's just that my Deck has IPS glow up the wazoo.

Kinda noticeable only in the library, but bruh, really noticeable.

#SteamDeck 
 Just powered the Deck on the official Dock, you never know, small miracles etc...
Nope, the Deck doesn't even register the monitor.

Great.

#SteamDeck 
 Turbo Overkill or something cute and fun for the whole family, like Kirby.

Yes, two days later I'm still on the fence :breathe: 
 Welp, just had a look at the Rachel Pollack era of the Doom Patrol, and no disrespect intended, I don't think I could do enough drugs to read that.

#Comics 
 Finished Doom Patrol: The Silver Age vol.2

Globally far weaker than vol.1. Arnold Drake phoned it in. Constant 'funny' bickering between teammates, heavy use of dated slang and a distinct impression of the book being targeted to kids. Prosaic fights aplenty. Even the glorious Monsieur Mallah and the Brotherhood of Evil can't save this when they seemingly appears ever other issue.

Premiani's art, while dated, continues improving.

#Comics

https://files.mastodon.social/media_attachments/files/111/131/286/924/235/563/original/72d7f19c04705fb0.jpg 
 Oh fuck, HROT 3-1 is Wolfenstein on drugs. 
 Nobody warned me by the early 2000s that I should have kept and cherished my CRTs.

And now here we are, scanlines and all kind of new monitor functions just to recreate what we had.

Monkey Paw.

#VideoGames 
 Buying another Steam Deck without selling mine is evidently out of the question.

They are not Pokemon.

#SteamDeck 
 nostr:npub12nfnp0ks3kdpdvlugfdl29a4qweqd9w4j4d5ycnufyzjmp65m5fs4rqwve #firstworldproblems :toucan: 
 @aea3822c I don't know. Evidently so, yes.
But as futile as the issue is, I have no need for a loud Deck.

Sure, first world. But annoying. 
 The Steam Deck is beginning to feel high maintenance in my home.
I love/hate it, but I can't stop buying things for it.

Currently trying to determine if I should sell the 256 / buy the 512 or 'simply' buy the parts I need on ifixit. 
 Or
Famicom Detective Club (2021)

On Switch, so surely a kidney and your first born for it.

https://files.mastodon.social/media_attachments/files/111/046/844/249/688/786/original/937c2954f7e442de.jpg 
 Kinda tempted to mix BG3 with some weeb game. Sorta joining two opposite flavors of gaming.

Sure, I have P5R to finish. But once you hit 100+ hours, friends don't talk about playing P5R.

Maybe one of the short ADV games that made a small resurgence these last few years.

Murder on the Marine Express
or
Famicom Detective Club
or
Retro Detective Club

I would post screenshots but I suppose it would take 3 posts and would be annoying.

#VideoGames #VisualNovel 
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 @aea3822c Given the title, I thought this was gonna be a Dread X collection.
Are those good, by the way ? 
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 It was Cruelty Squad ! The one that I forgot.