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 My eyebrows always feel tense when I wake up. I think I frown in my sleep 
 Good morning 😊🫂☀️ 
 Good morning, lovely Petr 🫂☀️ 
 Great film ❤️‍🔥🫂 
 Shower, read, sleep 😴

I love Sundays. The strangest day. So far away from Monday, yet right next door. 
 went to the beach during hard rain and experienced scary-high tide, but totally worth it 🌊 
 Sounds beautiful 😍🫂 
 Love this! 😍🫂 we’re all little kids at heart here ❤️‍🔥 
 damn i feel good 
 Love to hear it ❤️‍🔥🫂 
 I wish we could mine Bitcoin with the energy generated from the internal conflict within us all ,... 
 Never! 😂🫂 crocs are criminal 
 Naw I know, I meant I could never do it 🤣😂 I’ll never go to the dark side Séimí 🤣🫂 

The other day I saw a man that sounded American walking down the road in shorts and flip flops 🤯 it was so cold but he didn’t seem to feel it. I admire that though. Flip flops are alright in my book 
 🤣😂🤣😂🔥 on fire Séimí 🫂❤️‍🔥 I’m gonna call them that from now on, sounds more fun 
 Slightly is my favourite lost boy. 
 I thought you made this! Was gonna say 🤯🔥 
 Me too 🫂😭 
 This is true 🔥🫂 
 The first image reminds me of the type of menu you might get at your local cafe. 365 items on the menu.
#art
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 Feeling rather inspired tonight ❤️‍🔥 
 Nice one, NEW1 ❤️‍🔥🔥🫂 
 🫂❤️‍🔥 
 Goodnight Gigi 🫂 
 I actually beat Satoshi in beer pong one time in college. 
 I walked by the River Thames with him one night 🫂 very quiet fellow. Lovely guy. 
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 Heart was racing. Now it’s retuning to normal I feel like I might pass out 😴 three hours couldn’t hurt. Just 3. Sorry I swear so much 🫂

I had fun watching it with you guys ❤️‍🔥

Goooooooodnigjt 
 Soseleepy🫂🫂 
 Good evening, lovely Petr 😁🫂❤️‍🔥 
 Was very fun! ❤️‍🔥🫂🙏🏽 
 😂🫂 
 😂🤣🫂🙏🏽❤️‍🔥
I was a lil embarrassed when I woke up. I just couldn’t express myself out loud cos it was in the middle of the night and it all went on nostr 👀🫂 
 🤣😂🙏🏽🫂🫂 
 06:06 
 😂🫂💜 
 Was that 10am 🤯 pm is good though 🫂 
 I was so tired 😭🫂 but was worth it 🔥 
 my favorite part of the Tyson fight is learning how hilarious and snarky nostr:npub1jcjxjg92200kd... 
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 The real winner was Netflix tonight 
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They needed to make back that baby reindeer lawsuit money - what happened with that? 
 Why couldn’t Logan just not be so disrespectful with his response. Prick. 

Surprisingly, Jake was classy with his win. Sorry for calling him a bitch a few times, I got worked up. I’m passionate. My bad. 
 It got to me in the moment, ngl 🤣🫂 
 Any current event happens:

Nostr - PSYOP FAKE NEWS

Clearly staged fight happens:

Nostr - OMG H... 
 I enjoyed the break from the usual serious Bitcoin and politics feed that dominates my timeline 🫂 I enjoy learning from you guys, but sometimes I just want to have fun with you guys. Tonight was that night. You guys made me laugh a lot ❤️‍🔥 i am incredibly sleepy so my thoughts are feeling blurry not sure if this makes sense 
 I think my reply made no sense to what you were saying 😂🫂 I was so sleepy that night/morning, apologies, I misunderstood your post 🫂 very kind of you to pretend though 🙏🏽 
 I like that 🫂 I mostly come to nostr for levity and inspiration. That being said, I love it when so many different conversations are happening at once too 💯❤️‍🔥 serious and silly. Nostr truly feels huge on those days, its exciting - I’m definitely not trying to dictate what should be posted though 🙏🏽 just love the days where there’s more than one conversation 🔥 
 Bit of a long story - I’m really curious and a bit nosy about things sometimes. I barely used twitter before the transition. I saw that Mr Musk/Elon was taking over and I wanted to watch and see what the founders thought of it and what might change. Didn’t expect him to change the name - I still call it twitter.  

None of them said anything - except jack/Mr Dorsey. He reposted Max DeMarco’s YouTube video and it looked like he was going to talk about the transition or how bad social media was, but it wasn’t a negative video at all but a solution. I thought it was fantastic. Now if I rewatch the video I recognise most people but when I first watched it I had no clue who anyone was, I just liked the way they explained nostr. I think two weeks later before work I signed up - took a while cos the sign up process was so long, I wanted to do it right. I expected to delete it after having a quick look, but I made friends, had fun, was inspired and I finally found somewhere where I could be almost fully myself. I haven’t found that in London - yet. I might not be looking hard enough though. 

I had too many reasons to keep it. 
I know this sounds silly, but it feels like an adventure of sorts. I hope I have other adventures in person one day, but for a first adventure it’s pretty decent. If I wasn’t nosy, I wouldn’t have a place to be myself, wouldn’t have sats and never would have met Mallory and island and walked with them in Kensington Gardens on a sunny morning. I really believe in fate. But I’m also really corny 🙏🏽🫂. I feel sad when I think there might be an alternate reality where I might not know Mallory, island and Jeroen exist. 

Also I got orange pilled a little while after I was purple pilled. I used to think bitcoin was only for rich/posh people cos no one I know had it. 

How did you find nostr? Was it through Bitcoin twitter? - I learnt about Bitcoin twitter from reading notes on nostr, funnily enough 😂 
 Fuck all the way off… 
 Was worth it ❤️‍🔥🫂🙏🏽 
 Yeah I really liked that ❤️‍🔥

Yeah, if I was Logan’s mother or sister I’d have words. But I guess that’s how they get attention 😭 I suppose they are free to be plonkers if they wish 🙈 
 Feels like Paul took it easy on him out of show of respect 
 I felt this too 🫂 just hurts cos felt like the bully from Karate Kid won, but he surprised me with the respect and humility he showed. I might have been wrong about him, my bad. 

His brother is awful. I would never speak to my elder like that - especially unwarranted. I might be a bit old fashioned though, I dunno 
 Damn. I fell for it 😞 it would be the bad manners that would piss me off🥲 
 Not with actual flames, I hope 😦 he’s not so bad 🙏🏽 
 @Nic what do you think? 🫂 
 I was wondering 😭🫂 do you think if they were around the same age he would have won? 

Yeah I noticed that. His coach was saying he was too slow but I think he was definitely doing that on purpose out of respect. Me too. A tiny little small bit of respect 🙏🏽

Yeah he really is a badass 🥹 took the loss so well too. And that ass 🔥 
 I rewatched a video of Tyson training, and I find myself wondering why he didn’t show the same speed on match night 🤔 he looked like he still had it 🔥 
 I’m older than Jake Paul 🤯 
 Yeah he’s 27 and I’m 28 🫂 not a huge gap but i was pretty surprised 
 🥹❤️‍🔥 I’d like to be a babe 🫂 Jake is more of a plonker though 🙏🏽😁 
 Wax on, wax off 
 Someone told me to watch Arcane once, I think 🔥 I can’t remember if I have, but I’ll give it a watch soon 🫂 
 Well, that was Mike Tyson’s ass 
 Sorry I missed this NEW1 🫂 I wanted to, but it was so late here I couldn’t speak cos my family were asleep 🙏🏽 was doing all my talking on nostr 🫂 
 🤣😂🤣😂🤣
Magical things happen on full moon nights 🔥 
 Oh my god, their faces 😦 bloody and swollen 
 Aw 🥹🫂 sometimes I struggle with keeping hats on my head 🙏🏽 big heads gotta stick together 
 Ohhh right! It looked so sus the way she was doing it though 👀, but I’m definitely bias 😂🫂. 

My brothers use elbows when we play basketball 😭 I don’t like playing with them sometimes, they cheat too much 
 My Christmas tree from a few years ago. I trusted my brothers to pick it out and they chose a tree covered in mud that couldn’t stand up right. I think we saved it though. 

I’m really particular about the tree and the decorations I buy. I like decorations that are quirky, bright or remind me of my family. They tease me for it. Especially when I bought autumn leaves home one year, but I think it looks cosy, and a little messy - which I like.

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 Really lovely brothers 🫂 - Nahh, they thought it was hilarious 🤣🫂 thank you ! ❤️‍🔥🫂🫂🫂 
 Thank you lovely! ❤️‍🔥🫂

Aw man I bet it’s fun making them with the kids 🥹 wanna do that one day

Ah man your tree sounds brilliant 😍❤️‍🔥 I completely agree 💯 
 Same with mine 🙏🏽😍🫂 I love that 😂🫂❤️‍🔥
I think so too! I really wanted to get a fake stuffed Pheasant, but my brothers talked me out of it 😭 should have gone with my gut 
 Thank you, Ricardo ! ❤️‍🔥🫂 
 I really wanted to ! Or plant it near the bottom 🥹 Pheasants are so cute. I used to see them wondering down the road in the countryside - I’m not sure they’re the brightest birds though 
 Thank you, lovely! 🫂❤️‍🔥 I think so too 🥹🙏🏽 
 Lol, just had to use PayPal to send someone 20 bucks (don't ask...). $2.99 fee 🤣🤣🤣🫠 
 😂🤣😂🫂
I knew it! I think cos we once agreed that Yorkshire gold tea is the best? I think that was you 🙏🏽 
 Tyson vs. Paul should be interesting 
 Me too 😭🫂 
 At this moment in time my YouTube algorithm is filled with chicken and cats. Could always be worse. 
 😂🤣😂 but you’re one of the loveliest people on nostr, if they have issues with you they have other issues to worry about 👀 far too sensitive 🙈 
 I love how you enjoy it 🤣😂🫂❤️‍🔥 brilliant 🔥 
 😂🤣😂 you’re funny and they are far too sensitive ❤️‍🔥 

I have a dark sense of humour though 😅 Dave Chappelle is one of my favourite comedians and he has not one filter 🔥

Is this blue sky that banned you? 🫂 
 Love his mentality too 🔥 
 I think so too! 😁🫂🔥

Wow, that’s rather impressive, ser 😂🫂

I had a bluesky for I think an hour to see what it was like. I couldn’t find anyone to talk to 🥹 was all politics. Always makes my eyelids feel heavy. I possibly didn’t give it a chance, but I’m slightly bias to nostrc can’t help it, Deleted it pretty quick after that. Was interesting though 
 I love drawing on cartridge paper. Will go to the London Graphic Centre or Cassart soon for another sketchbook. Been getting through this one faster than I ever have. 
 You’re a brilliant influence on me 😁🫂🙏🏽