Usually happy and chatty, but last time I got a short fuse.  

 Oh shit what happened? 

 I was already grumpy with a friend for months and he usually doesn't ever even message me, but as I was drinking and contemplating how underhanded he has been while drinking on my own he had the audacity to message me. The rest is history 🤷🏽‍♀️ 

 Lol did you give him an unfiltered piece of your mind? Is he now your former friend? 

 Basically yes and yes.  

 Sounds like you're better off now 

 I probably am. A shame I'm fairly nostalgic at times. I've written him off over and over but always gone back. This time I probably won't.  

 That sucks, there's often no winning in these kinds of situations 

 It's fine I was grumpy, then I called Beave and went back to happy and chatty for a bit so it didn't play on my mind before bed. 
I think this is probably properly the end and I think it's best for both of us coz apparently I'm a toxic friend too 🤷🏽‍♀️
By next year I'll probably hardly think about it.  

 When someone calls you toxic it's almost always some kind of bullshit meant to make you feel bad 

 yea what happened? O_O 

 I live a pretty boring life, so I usually do my best to get pretty humorous and chatty, but the boredom rarely disappears. Of course, there are other reasons that serve as a baseline. 🤷‍♂️ Meh. It is what it is. 

 How come? It sounds like you've got the means to not have a boring life if you wanted to 

 Financially speaking, I don't. Personal reasons. 

 Money isn't an issue. Relationships are rough, though. 🤷‍♂️😮‍💨 

 That sucks, a lot harder to control relationships than money 

 Making money's a cakewalk. Relationships are too unpredictable. 

 Give me beer and wine and I'm fine. Give me liquor and I turn into a fucking emotional maniac mess crazy psycho. 

 Oh shit really? What kind of crazy psycho shit have you done? 

 Huh...  

 Drinking piss sounds like a better idea 

 To each their own lol 

 I don't change behavior.  

 I don't drink alcohol. I tried it a few times and it didn't make me feel special. I also don't like the taste. 

 A hit man