cos, & im just spitballin,
if it is a threshold, a chance,
an opportunity, this idea is what failing it means
again, on the mkultra riff
i think,
very gently, just a riff,
a sign of healing of liberation of truly being outside of some major major toxic gaslights is when there is zero shame, no loneliness, no bad feelings or reluctance around masturbation compared to sex w/ another
as in:
who plays. when is a being, someone alive.. considered playing. being playful, the act of play
why ever would playing with oneself be a bad thing. why would it ever be dirty, gross, weird, pathetic
like how intense is it
that over-culture has with a hammer & nails forced so many people to internalize the belief that their very own precious body touching someplace on their own body is somehow not allowed or wrong or, at least, the most inefficient time wasting activity of all time
tldr: a bladerunner esque joint furthers mkultras aim
to further rip us asunder
to further distance us from our very own bodies
to de-empower us by outsourcing & monetizing a healing, restorative, fun, free, activity
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