Oddbean

I have big problems with food poisoning and allergies to specific types of ingredients. I also have chronic migraines. I have to change my whole diet. I’m going to a dietician this week so she can help me out. I also found out a have 2 “innocents” heart murmurs. But I’m fine. It’s just that the migraines+the food allergies are quite hard to deal with. It makes you sick for days. It’s horrible. But I’m fixing that! Thanks for your kind wishes. Health is the most important treasure of this world.

Oh dear. I am really sorry to hear this. It's such a pita. I can totally relate as I have literally been in the journey of dealing with food intolerances since 2007. Two years after coming to live in the US. I've explored every single diet and experimented with so much and grateful to have found some supportive solutions to keep things manageable in the last few years that have come in stages. Happy to hear you are taking proactive action and going to see someone. This is so common nowadays with all the environmental toxicity and poisoning of the food and availability of real nutrition. A lot of people are dealing with Auto Immune responses. Looking at adjusting your diet is definitely a very important and top priority step in your healing for sure. Leaky gut is huge. But of course it's not just the physical realm. If you'd like some support in tending to the emotional, spiritual and energetic aspects of your health struggle I'd love to offer you an "Activation and Healing" session and support you in that and can also share some practical things too. As I shared with nostr:nprofile1qqsdquypg5u9j3fevxglgflpx34m2nyfgy07lpaax3r4zzczwct3ldspzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgqgjwaehxw309ac82unsd3jhqct89ejhxqgdwaehxw309ahx7uewd3hkc74w53q been getting nudged to start donating and/or offering sessions by donation and v4v on Nostr for a time, whatever seems most appealing to you. If you want to take me up let me know and we can coordinate. Feel free to dm me 🫂🕊️ P.S. best books I'd recommend on thebohysical healing is "Healthy Gut Healthy You" and also my kiniseologist Dr Matt Archer's book "The Protocol for Health". https://image.nostr.build/9e9aa41bfea3e4e92e6555edae13d394ace550eea2e03b3248944cdc8c51bf2f.jpg https://image.nostr.build/2403f6df48b0073c44bd46ea2e898413a2bfb8b343e6967abde20ddbc0b14a3f.jpg

It’s not juicy at all 😂 I’m an only child and I grew up fairly sheltered so the “popular”“party girl” lifestyle was something I really wanted. Ya know the whole girl posse, sex & the city boss babe life. A couple years ago that wasn’t attainable so I lived humbly. I was happy and fulfilled. Recently, I made friends with ladies who definitely live the lifestyle I dreamed about having as a kid and I got caught up in living out that dream. Ultimately, I learned that it’s an empty way of living. It’s fun but draining… so I’m struggling with the consequence of knowing better but wanting to do wrong.

Hola 💃🏻 I started writing my response to you and now realize I never completed it as I got distracted. I was gonna say, it does sounds juicy to me 😘 There is obviously a push and pull conflicting dynamic within you that's playing out here. I am wondering how you are feeling a week and a half later and if it still feels as charged as when you share? Curious how the energies of this Aries harvest full moon are affecting you and have played into this. When I read your share I immediately thought about a book I was introduced to about 5 years ago that I really love... Its's called "Existential Kink" by Carolyn Elliot. I'd recommend the audible version as the author reads it. I think I am gonna take a listen again myself. https://image.nostr.build/5831155630553ac306f7303fe798a38c2e50986686f4f89a08857bbbf9f1eecf.jpg

😊 sure. I think it all boils down to standing in who I claim to be. Idk if it’s a push pull or a tiny battleground of the spiritual warfare currently underway. I’ve chosen to follow Christ and I proclaim it. There is responsibility in taking that path. I thought I was ready but I misunderstood 😂😂 Satan is a deceiver and will use certain things to manipulate Christ followers off their given path. He’s relentless and can’t stand when people choose the victor. The conflict came from me justifying wrong instead of doing what’s right. I willingly gave into sin. Now that time has passed, I can tell you I definitely feel more charged about it than I did before. I willingly chose to turn away from my rock, provider, and savior. I was so caught up in being popular I made myself unrecognizable. It was gross 🤢 I’ve lamented and repented. I never want to be in a position where I misrepresent myself to fit in or live a life that’s not sustainable/real ever again. I’m more on guard now because of it. I’m so grateful that choosing Jesus brings forth forgiveness. That charges me because my life was spared. The stuff I was getting into could’ve gone super wrong but I was given an opportunity to stop, turn around, and get back on track. I cut the people and things out of my life that didn’t align with who I am and I asked for the strength to move forward. It’s hard but blessings all my life have come from my Heavenly Father. It’s foolish to confuse them with coming from anyone or anywhere else.

Sounds like you've made the conscious choice to take a few months off? Are you feeling pressure about it being time to end the sabbatical but not feeling motivated or what's the struggle exactly? Do you need a job?

I'm doing it as a trail run for possible early retirement towards the end of next year. I just can't get motivated, at all, to do anything at the moment. This is the longest time, I've not worked, since I first started working about 30 years ago. I thought I'd enjoy it, and I did initially, but now, I'm not! I don't need to work again immediately but yes, in the very near future, I will.

Interesting. I wonder what's gestating in your system looking to grow and blossom. I'd be curious to connect more with you and explore. Have you had someone to share some of what you are going through and struggling with?

You could certainly say there's a lot of negative energy within me at the moment. I'm a complex character, not "The norm". I don't conform and never have! I have a very limited number of friends and a loving family but sure, shoot😁🫂.

Seems like you are quite aware and that's awesome. I'd assume a lot of us hanging out on this cutting edge protocol would rightfully be considered misfits to the norm. I certainly am one! And I also seem to be living with appreciation of the value in quality vs quantity when it comes to relationships. About exploring. I've been getting strongly nudged for some time now to begin applying the Healer and Activator archetype within my quite diverse (complex;)) self inside the #nostrverse and start donating and/or offering "Activation" sessions by donation or v4v to begin with. Would you like to receive an activation session where we get on phone or video chat for 60-90 mins and explore with the intention to potentially activating whatever it is you need and is supportive most right now for you on your journey? If you do, we can dm for schedule coordination leajing on later in the week. 🫂🕊️

As someone who doesn't know me, I think that would be quite interesting. I would, of course, compensate you for your time. It would be interesting to hear what you have to say and hear your council. My DM's are open🫂.

Awe, sorry to hear that. 🫂 I did wake up to the German Shepard I am dog sitting currently having done a little garbage unpacking mess in the back yard lawn this morning. Sounds like your girl is a bit more naughty though? How old is she? https://image.nostr.build/8535fc6296705b3552193b04d665a431c6647dec12a168774ab15b8fefba3e2f.jpg