Brainwashed… by questioning things and educating myself. Or brainwashed by believing what most other people believe? The latter being the only one that fits the definition.

Indeed I don’t, I never made any assumptions of what you do or don’t study. But you clearly haven’t examined this topic, based on your reaction. 

Start with “vaccines” then work backwards. Maybe you’ll figure it out,maybe you won’t. 

 Rolling in and telling someone they've been brainwashed and need to find things to study is indeed asserting that I haven't already. I have. Again, you're assuming there is some knowledge you have that I don't. As if believing in something I see and treat every day is some how less valuable than whatever you've seen online. It could quite possibly be that all sides of this issue contains a lot of bullshit. I worked directly with Covid throughout, and there was a LOT of bullshit in healthcare, but there was a lot also from people like you who seem to think they have it all figured out. 

 Nice assumptions on your part homie. I can see  you're getting quite emotional here so I'll leave you to it. 

 "You clearly haven't"
I've spend hundreds of hours on this topic plus thousands more treating real fucking patients, my dude. I opted to not get the vaccine for Covid after doing my research, but that doesn't mean Covid isn't a real issue for people.  

 not an argument. 

 i do wonder though, what's it's like being in spiritual and intellectual consonance with well known religious ascetic and unparalleled body of timeless wisdom, Mark Zuckerberg ? https://image.nostr.build/af33608252e4b6c43a795f6f95bd098dd058640f08623fd6bef74afab03017ce.jpg  

 Rolling in and telling someone they've been brainwashed and need to find things to study is indeed asserting that I haven't already. I have. Again, you're assuming there is some knowledge you have that I don't. As if believing in something I see and treat every day is some how less valuable than whatever you've seen online. It could quite possibly be that all sides of this issue contains a lot of bullshit. I worked directly with Covid throughout, and there was a LOT of bullshit in healthcare, but there was a lot also from people like you who seem to think they have it all figured out. 

 Nice assumptions on your part homie. I can see  you're getting quite emotional here so I'll leave you to it. 

 "You clearly haven't"
I've spend hundreds of hours on this topic plus thousands more treating real fucking patients, my dude. I opted to not get the vaccine for Covid after doing my research, but that doesn't mean Covid isn't a real issue for people.  

 wow. dot gov huh? let me strap in.

leaving aside the obvious(at least to me) problems with your choice of the NIH as a reliable source, and taking a glance at the first paper:

"The patient's oropharyngeal samples were obtained by using UTM™ kit containing 1 mL of viral transport media (Copan Diagnostics Inc., Murrieta, CA, USA) on day 7 of her illness. We inoculated monolayers of Vero cells (ATCC ® CCL-81™) with the samples and cultured the cells at 37°C in a 5% carbon dioxide atmosphere. Until 5 days after inoculation, cytopathic effects were not distinct, which is compatible with the previous findings that no specific cytopathic effects were observed in the Vero E6 cells until 6 days after inoculation in the report about first isolation of SARS-CoV-2.3 Five days after inoculation, we did blind passage of culture supernatant into T-25 culture flask (ThermoFisher Scientific Inc., Waltham, MA, USA) with monolayers of Vero cells, and cytopathic effects consisting of rounding and detachment of cells were observed in the whole area of the T-25 flask 3 days after the first blind passage (Fig. 1A and B)."

Do you know what this means ?

Are you aware of what the cytopathic effect is?

Are you aware of the challenges to their little "orthodox" causation schema they got going over there in "everyone is doing their best" big pharma land?

Do you know what other chemicals the cultures are exposed to throughout this entire process? To keep them "sterile" ? Is that how life works? Does life work in a sterile environment?

what actually causes the cytopathic effect?

are you aware of Dr. Stefan Lanka's work, as well as the measles trial? and its appeal?

and I already meantioned sars-cov-2 to you - it seems they cant get away from noticing similarities to that which was also NEVER PHYSICALLY ISOLATED.

its turtles all the way down bruh, but in this case its medical modeling done inside of a computer - ALL the way down. Under the shit-grimed sewer lid at the bottom of the turtle stack lies the refuse of obselete notions of "atom" by democritus - discredited an aeon ago, but revitalized by post Rennaissance naval gazing mental masturbators, and eventually co-opted by the scientistic-paradigm black magician satanist mindset of the Last Age. Sold back to you as a PRISON, bitch.

on another deeper note, why so naive about human nature?

you a humanist atheist?