Your a amazing person ! Amazing does not always “fit in” people that have a deep interpersonal life will always have a feeling of not being accepted or not being seen, some time feeling like others don’t love you like you love them. This is why creativity to express your seeping feelings like art or poetry is very helpful. 
I see you kid you just need to find who accepts you for who you are and be there. 

 Thank you Prop 🥹🫂♥️ you are completely right (and completely wonderful) 🫂🫂🫂 have used it to fuel creativity and shall keep it going 🫂🙏🏽 

I will 🥹🫂🫂 hopefully 🙏🏽