The hostility is all is your head bro.

I apologize for teasing you. That I did do.

(but did you really need to get pissy just because someone tells you "you're not in control?") 

 I didn't get pissy. I said, basically, that nihilism is dumb. I then see you making an assumption about me and broadcasting it. What does that look like to me? What are you here for?  

 Its up to you isn't it?
you decided on violence.

and what I said wasn't nihilistic.
again, that was just your interpretation.

so
sorry for the misunderstandings 👋 

 My brothers in Nostr, you are both at a point of reflection.

We study ripples in a pond. We know where a rock broke the surface, but we don’t know from where it was thrown.

Comte is trying to sharpen his sword (his mind). Kanzan says to sharpen your sword is at least partially out of one’s control. The God/Universe decides the quality of stone one can find to use for sharpening. 

 Cheers bro.

I'm saying its all God in the end.
Even "my sword"

Thanks for jumping in.