For me its very releasing to try to see it in this way: I don’t need to understand where i am going as long as i am comfortable in my present. Life will guide me to where I need to be going. Its not my responsibility. Only responsibility i have is to trust life. And never confuse the mind with life. Drop the mind chatter and keep observing what your body is longing for the most (and not the longing of the mind/intellect)