This is really sad to me. I became a naturalized citizen after a too long of a wait. This was back when I felt great about the country. There was hope, promise, potential. But all that went to shit it seems. US is become increasingly dystopian with draconian policies. For the life of me I don't understand why such a great nation seeks to compete with China on who can do the most harm to human rights and flourishing.  

 It's hit me hard! I mean REALLY HARD! I'm still here tho...breathing & such