Let’s go back to your first question for a minute. Let’s entertain the idea for a second. For starters, someone who holds you captive against your will, burns your book because it doesnt satisfy her fantasies, drugs you, uses violence to make you do what she wants 

 Repeatedly says she loves you right before using said violence. Doesnt sound sane to me 

 Saylor is Paul Sheldon. 

 https://media1.tenor.com/m/fN5JxZNdAaIAAAAC/the-sopranos.gif 

  https://image.nostr.build/02c3fe383b85a2b4579e9bf72efb1bf4ca8fba32a8558ace0df5868a7598f94a.jpg  

 Look at that curveball!

https://media1.tenor.com/m/idAVZ3KMx9YAAAAd/miles-mikolas.gif 

 That’s a slider. 

 Ok how about this one?

https://media1.tenor.com/m/fG3zf94ycJgAAAAC/baseball-korean.gif 

 Throws like a chick. 

 Yes

https://media1.tenor.com/m/Va9M6DvKygYAAAAC/ba-dum-tsss-drum.gif 

 there's clearly a vacuum under home plate hoovering down  

 Quite powerful one if I may add