@🥀 You should take some LSD or magic mushrooms and meditate while high. But do so in a quiet place without distraction. That really helped me to get my neurosis under control. And please don't make the same mistake I made and do it with some friends that already did it and "totally know what we should do". That is just annoying.
@9a3723e3 I can arrange LSD through active contacts. Seriously. I don't want to get addicted. How addictive is LSD? Will I be able to stop after enjoying it a "few" times? I've already suffered greatly under porn addiction I'm completely clean. No smoking, any sort of drinks, or whatever else
@9a3723e3 I would like to try some and meditate. I would try it alone but probably for first time I would take 1/3 or 1/2 of normal dose. To see how my body would react to it. Because I heard some people had worse anxiety or panic attack for the first time. But it would be good to have someone that could watch over me. So I would not do something stupid. I do not know even where to get something to buy. Would try to find somewhere on the internet for science or collecting purpose.