nostr:npub126nxazdhwddu3ygyuctg98r3c2zgl0ykevtghfu4laq9mcj09zks7ey4cy You should take some LSD or magic mushrooms and meditate while high. But do so in a quiet place without distraction. That really helped me to get my neurosis under control. And please don't make the same mistake I made and do it with some friends that already did it and "totally know what we should do". That is just annoying.