For me 2 things happened at about the same time: 1. I was digging the ultimate truth about wealth preservation and also wealth generation (becoming rich), and came to conclusion that best preservation was speculating stocks with insider knowledge, and best generation of wealth - essentially the same thing, complimented with business startups that do not necessarily produce anything useful for humanity, and borrowing money at low rates. With that I concluded that the entire global regime was unfair, based on shareholders and traders essentially enslaving the rest. 2. Global dirt pouring on Trump that was totally out of sync with his own tweets and work results. With that I knew that the world was upside-down, but that did not give me any information about how to escape the matrix, until the last few months of Trump's presidency, when he started hinting about Q and the rest of his gang. Through those few paths he gave and even himself later on, I discovered all the red and the orange pills I needed. I basically owe everything including my own and my family's health to Trump and his gang.