Yep. 😆
I bought a Librem 5 2 years before release. Never got it.
Got a Pinephone early, looked promising, then software wars.
First world Phone woes. I stopped complaining (except for right now apparently) and bought an old thinkpad. 🤷😄 

 joking aside, maybe buy a used pixel 5a or 7a from swappa for cheap and run graphene on it

tis not bad