Unfortunately same over here ! I wish I could say no to it. 
I used to smoke cigarettes for the long period of time and I managed to drop it forever and don’t understand why I can’t do the same with alcohol 🤷‍♂️😁 

 You may have candida overgrowth which feeds on the sugar and literally controls your brain and tells you to give it beer. Freeing yourself from that entity would serve your life force energy.  

 Or addiction 🤔