@eb948c00 as someone who keeps trying to start from zero as a hobby, I also keep having similar thoughts (which are 100% unrealistic for me). 

I literally did a single module of C at university circa 2002/3 and made a single programme that created graphs of spring-mass-damper systems. 

But the thoughts creep in… 

 @a9104f24 it worked for me once, but between going back and cleaning up that code base for a new method (ECS) and restarting I feel like restarting XD