nostr:npub1aw2gcqz09z6lq5w5thzcadjsy8n7srs8mczkgs4c5rvjyyfh96nsg38vv5 as someone who keeps trying to start from zero as a hobby, I also keep having similar thoughts (which are 100% unrealistic for me). 

I literally did a single module of C at university circa 2002/3 and made a single programme that created graphs of spring-mass-damper systems. 

But the thoughts creep in…