i mean, conservative, church going, faithful, disinterested in the media in general, busy with her hobbies be that poetry or playing music or growing gardens or whatever, and not a gossiping bitch social climber nincompoop like most women are these days, and very good with children and animals

need to have this kind of person around me and i want children before i'm incapable dammit 

 and if possible, she needs to be a bit mouthy, i like mouthy women 

 i'm probably asking for the impossible but God willing i will find one 

 Santa & Jesus might just be scanning Nostr for wishes. It has to help when people have a well defined request. 

 yeah, i should start making a routine of praying and have a list of things i want, just like Phillipians 4:6-7

i have that verse hanging on the wall behind my computer so i see it regularly, still hasn't quite bedded in i think, even though it's been on my mind for almost 11 years lol 

 Interesting
 Just read it. It tells us what to think about, right after talking about how to make requests. almost like a "you create your reality" type deal.

I wonder if other religions have the "ask and you shall receive" type thing.