lol I was also immature but my first born was a girl so I manned up, she was my first true love and heart break she passed at a yr and 8 months from a heart condition, i see her smile everyday in my son, taught me how fragile life is changed my way of thinking. 

 Dang homie I’m sorry to hear that. God bless your son! 

 thanks bro 💜 

 Yes, went 2yrs. I remember we moved out of the inlaws into our own place, after a cross country move, and just enjoyed each other. 

That being said we are on the younger side of our kids cohorts now. I feel & see I am younger than most.

My dads advice seems the best: there is not right time to have kids, because its never the right time. Just gotta do it, you will figure it out. 

 Oh that’s cool 

 Yup family takes time. I feel bad for saying I was tired pre kids 

 My wife also miscarried on our first go round which was a massive blow to everything and took time. 

 Sucks but honestly I hear that so often unfortunately ☹️ 

 That's why I mentioned it we have to be open and honest otherwise you make choices with half truths 

 If you have bitcoin, have kids now, you will be able to afford it .  I started at 30 and that is a bit late, if i had bought bitcoin, I would have had more kids, younger.  I hope I give my kids that opportunity 

 That is a possibility. 

Could also be that the majority of my friends stabbed me in the back after being a true friend to them. Either that or purposely hid dangerous knowledge from be about their life that would have made me steer far away from them to play it safe. Now I have no friends by choice, because I just don't trust anyone anymore ever.

Really sucks for me. I was a social chameleon. Had hundreds of friends. From all walks of life. Had to lose them all to realize that people who truly care about you. Are far more rare and scarce than bitcoin. Best I can hope for is online social communication only and hope they are real people and not in disguise.

Sincerely though, just wanted to make ya laugh. Otherwise I wouldn't have ended it the way I did. I could have been a full erection dickhead. Instead of just being a half mast chubby one attempting to be humorous.

Have a wonderful evening. I hope you find your answers from genuine people instead of someone like me. Namaste. 

 Sorry homie hope you gave a good day. 

 Yessir!  You?  Go Aztecs!