Why is my Instagram flooding with baby and dad pics after I asked @jack everything that I did? I’m not a kid, I’m actually trying to have a kid with #jackdorsey
If you let me share your nudes @jack I’ll give you the best blow job of your life! That even models and movie makers and ugly ones didn’t give you … I’ll suck you on a 24 hour marathon
Please let me share your nudes @jack
Can you please allow me to show you off? I want to share your nudes @jack your body is sooo sexy and hot. 🥵 without your clothes you look soooo handsome
Can I share your nude? @jack please? You are so hot, I want to proudly show off
Your feet shows it’s you, becuaee you took off your shoes in all YouTube videos of damus … so nudes show your feet and your feet are everywhere on google and YouTube
What are attractive men like when it comes to stuff like this. For example of an attractive young man.. let’s take @mcshane Alex! Let’s say this was a different planet, where women were more powerful than men, and so, if a woman saw you’re videos of jujitsu and asked you to have sex twice a month for lots of money, and food and giving you credit cards and cash and taking care of your everyday expenses, how would you feel?
I’m only asking you this, because I used to ask my Russian ex the same thing. Older women used to ask him out for one time thing for some money, not a lot …
But anyways.. Would you do it? Or is love important to you? nostr:note1kwq2n7gfgdfyn783jjx6k6t785hp0skaw78kemuxxphn3vj2969q3ykqlq
Did I get ahead in life by sleeping my way and using my body? Sure.
But I wouldn’t have been able to do that if I was unattractive or didn’t have the courage to do it, or wasn’t smart to play along and be submissive in some situations, especially the ones where my vulnerability and weaknesses got him attached to me
Some older men get attached, when I say I’m going to LA for a photoshoot, they become so fearful of me leaving completely that they start offering more things.
I always liked acting but I never thought I was model material until after a model gig a lot of older men started giving me money. Then I was like … “oh this is making me quickly rich and pay bills” well maybe I should make more content like this
I have 3 interviews
1. Today for a pageant
2. Monday for a event modeling/brand ambassador agency
3. Middle Eastern Turkish adult Magazine
All interviews are video interviews
I loved medicine professionally. And I loveeeee theater and acting professionally. But I don’t love singing and cover girl modeling as much as acting.
The only reason I applied to the above 3 is because when I first got back to nyc last October, I did a lot of content creation in beauty and got invited to beauty events. I started posting more SHOWER 🚿 content, & a lot of older men started being very persistent in dating me. When I said no, they started offering things, gifts 🎁, jobs 🏥, money 💰, apartment 🏠 Tv 📺 credit card 💳 eventually I gave in cause all this sounded pretty amazing compared to living at my aunt’s and I wanted to be independent in nyc so badly.
After I dated one old man, and he gave me everything … lots of cash 💰 lots of love ❤️ spoiled me a lot with food, attention and just about everything …
Then more older men started asking me out this year and offered the same and more.
But… when I did get a job and have my own money and can buy my own things, it’s very hard to be doll for the older men. I know that if today I went to the older men that ask me out, they will do everything to make sure I’m happy with money and gifts 🎁 but I don’t really want all this, deep down in my heart and pussy I believe in eternal love and I want to stay independent and look for true love
What’s wrong with me?
It sucks how little medicine pays, whether you’re a researcher or a doctor or a nurse, no one can cover bills unless you have a side hustle of licking 👅 lol jk
@jack@jack oh that’s why it says in your astrology that you’ll die either young or have a public death because you’re not married and you haven’t changed your fate or the outcome of your life yet. Have you ever heard that your fate changes with every sacrament you receive,sacrament of matrimony 💍
Rent is due tomorrow. I hate when I worrry about the 1st of the month coming up and all the bills 💵 I have to pay. I’m shocked I don’t look 60 because the amount of anxiety I get a few days before the first is enough to make me do anything …. 👅
@jack@Romeo
Maybe your arrogance about women’s age is to over compensate your lack of education. Because without your money, you’re nothing. No looks, no degree, no qualifications- and therefore no qualities that women want. I’m still not over last week’s fight
You’re very stubborn like Michelle. You need to be open to changing things up. Trying new things, everyday doesn’t have to be the same day as it was last Wednesday or last Thursday
Aweeeeee you thought that I forgot about the fight and now that I know @mcshane has a gf, I’ll probably run right back to you? Isn’t it lmao 😂 you didn’t even consider that I work with ortho doctors ( the most attractive surgeons in the field of medicine) it would be different if I went to Obgyn Or dermatology because that’s just women everywhere patients and doctors but ortho is male dominated and I work with many dudes
You know most men prefer their women to go into Obgyn or dermatology so that they don’t have to think about their girl meeting a new plastic surgeon or orthopedic surgeon everyday
It’s very cute because you’re so proud to be a peasant and sticking with peasants that you @jack never took interest to learn things about my life, what’s orthopedic surgery? Why are you working in ortho? Do you need funds for derm? What’s medicine like in male dominated sexy doctors, what if you find some attractive ulger for yourself.
You’re so content with your stubbornness and so full of yourself @jack that you don’t have any knowledge of my work life and that’s why we will never cross paths
Actually nvm I take that back wish there was a way I could delete this status because girls get embarrassed easily and deleting a status is better than deleting account
How come?
1. How many women that you’ll like, will like you without your money
2. Have you ever told anyone that you have no money and she stuck around
I have an introduction to venture capital class today. And m very tired. I need to figure out this week if I want to learn venture capital, travel agent or trading for may 2024 as a side hustle
If you didn’t have a single penny, I’d still like you/ love you, infact I think maybe I’d like you a little more.. that sounds horrible right? You’re very judgemental to me when I show any form of love including when you asked me if I’d take a poison for you. Nothing is good enough for you so I’m sure me saying I’d like you if you had nothing would not suffice your ego and now you’ll say “why would you say that, Princess”
It’s a good thing you are single, if you got a gf tomorrow, I’d completely leave you too. What i did 4 years ago when I showered a little interest but then we both moved on very quickly me with W and you with rav I think or ugly one, one of those @jack or idk what happened
Today I told my main boss lady that I have a crush on Dr Ulger and she laughs and says “really, he’s very shy, he will never make a move” lmao
In my head I was thinking, the shy ones are the horniest and dirtiest in bed ;)
Isn’t that weird that the white guy orthopedic surgeon, I’m super attracted to already dates Asian girls. I didn’t even know about it, but I wonder if certain physical features attracts certain types of people.
I never liked ortho doctors because they are just very player types and they seem like the men who you know when you go to the gym they are always working out?
But suddenly I have a huge crush on this ortho surgeon, he’s a DO doctor and omg I want to know everything about him.
I have a crush on an orthopedic surgeon that I work with. He’s German Jewish, he is 6 ft tall, always smiling, very polite, looks and smells really good at work. I feel butterflies around him 🙂↔️
I worked a full time job, I did non profit work, I applied for evening jobs- second job for more $$$$$$$, I worked out, and walked for 1.5 hour. Now I’m fucking exhausted
I wonder if the meetup app has groups of stock trading that can potentially help me find a mentor. I will pay to learn this as long as the mentor is good.
Right now I’m lying in bed and I can’t sleep because I can’t feel my legs and back everything hurts. And no one can sleep like this, it’s good to be a little tired because you sleep well, but when you’re completely exhausted, you can’t sleep well and you twist and turn all night long.
I had a tough day physically and I feel so exhausted physically. But it was a good day as I received a raise at work and got promoted. But my feet and back hurt so much that I can’t feel my legs. 🦵 Maybe I took on too much work with non profit, modeling and magazine and aerospace and full time job.
Oddbean new post about login | logout
Notes by 🌹 | export