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 Today has been a day for having mental health stigma and especially bipolar stigma rammed into my consciousness.

I drove out to the country. The audio book had an unstable character who they said was bipolar. Whilst out walking,  overheard two people talking about how they hope a friend dumps someone because they are bipolar. Then heard another group discussing the possibility of mental health in very negative terms. 

Damn good job that I am tough and the sun shone 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq penetrated your thoughts ju... 
 @f7beeee8 As deeply as is your desire. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq one hand pinning both of th... 
 @f7beeee8 It seems that you popped straight into my head and read the details of my need right there. 
 I really need someone pinning me down, holding my wrists and forcing eye contact right now. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq time to slowly peel all tho... 
 @f7beeee8 I suspect it will have exactly the effect of the real intention. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq well let's hope you can sti... 
 @f7beeee8 I suspect thatyou want to find out what it takes to make me incoherent as I count. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq well let's pop a plug in yo... 
 @f7beeee8 You know that will make me make the most delicious noises 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq and it's like each of those... 
 @f7beeee8 oh definitely.  That's why I get closer and closer to orgasm with each strike. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq maybe you can earn some mor... 
 @f7beeee8 I have a video of exactly those clenches. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq clothed, although I'm fairl... 
 @f7beeee8 I am quite famous for my wiggles. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq why don't you just bend ove... 
 @f7beeee8 clothed or stripped naked? 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq well, now I want to take of... 
 @f7beeee8 That would be perfect. Where would you like me to assume the position? 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq and make sure the insides o... 
 @f7beeee8 I'll be achingly ready and sticky. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq admiring the view, wonderin... 
 @f7beeee8 make them red and welted so that each slam is even more intense. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq nothing beats the hard crac... 
 @f7beeee8 I'm in position, desperately purring with need. Where are you? 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq as you please, if they're t... 
 @f7beeee8 That's that decision made. 
 It's #fuckmefriday , so why don't you bend yourself over this worktop and get what you deserve? 
 @f7beeee8 With my legs spread wide? 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq and the way those beautiful... 
 @f7beeee8 You will know how happy I am as I soak you. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq so good that I'd need to be... 
 @f7beeee8 That gives me the best view while I thrust. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq in your happiest of places ... 
 @f7beeee8 Exactly that. I want to make him make all those noises. Make him lose control. And, when he has come, I want to lick him clean when he is so sensitive that he can only just take it. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq I see, and just as soon as ... 
 @f7beeee8 Completely.  I am the greediest, filthy slut. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq are you intending to just t... 
 @f7beeee8 I am teasing until someone arrives to enjoy the view and to enjoy my mouth. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq why not take more than a mo... 
 @f7beeee8 I'm in my car, stroking my aching clit. I'm glad I have a little time before my rendez-vous. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq you'll hear the extent of m... 
 @f7beeee8 This is inspiring me so much that I need a moment. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq lucky that I'll come with a... 
 @f7beeee8 Absolute perfection. I love greed. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq just spread those legs and ... 
 @f7beeee8 I'll be a feast for you. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq well, it prompted me to tak... 
 @f7beeee8 Meet you in the hammock in 5. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq just a little affirmation t... 
 @f7beeee8 Oooft. Yep. That works brilliantly.

As would telling me that they look forward to seeing them. Or that they saw an image and thought I could recreate it. 
 If you wonder why my pictures are sparse recently it's because I desperately need to know that they are wanted. I've hit a mind block and I can't make myself hurl porn into the either without the confidence that they are wanted. 
 I look so damn hot wearing a strap on. 
 nostr:npub10pprs5td4y3fymlty5sqhxva42ylhd9nphtz4r7nt8awnt0ncgmsghlxpq sounds as though you'd bett... 
 @f7beeee8 I'm going to try. Although I always feed my mojo better with a collaborator. 
 My mojo has been woeful recently. Its been awol unless I have help. It is definitely thrumming today.