on days like this, where my net worth increases by multiples of monthly salary in a matter of hours, I wonder why I even bother working anymore. once there's a safe, effective means of generating cash flow off Bitcoin holdings I'll never have to worry about money again. then the real fun starts... 

 the raw milk argument is tough for me as someone who believes food is broken and the old ways were better, but who has also wrecked his body in weird ways attempting to live by the old ways. I am sympathetic but cautious. 

 Social anxiety sucks. Even when you feel welcome and appreciated you still feel scared. 

 Christianity is astrology rewritten with human characters  

 I've never read an article or book that saved me from making mistakes as a manager or a founder. The scenarios I seem to bump into are usually entirely preventable but also very specific. Coming from an engineering IC background (albeit with a marketer's worldview), I have had many shortcomings in managing the procedural aspects of business. I'm less experienced in business modeling, legal, and people operations. I recognized those weaknesses after a startup I had built burned down around me. I've learned a lot about those areas over the last few from many odd mistakes. I am still making mistakes - I made two just this week (that I'm aware of)!

Anyway, Founder Mode misses benefits of Manager Mode, and vice versa. As always, the answer is somewhere in the middle.  

 you can acknowledge the value of a truly scarce asset like Bitcoin without wasting your brain on libertarianism.  

 Batman: TAS holds up. 

 everyone wants to be a source of truth. source of truth for this, source of truth for that. fucking game of thrones over source of truth. how about you all just do your jobs, eh? there's value in distributing knowledge. 

 those of us born roughly 1985-1992 were alive just in time to absorb the unfiltered internet, raw human cognition injected directly into our sensory streams during our developmental ages.

as children, we were offline by default. it was not common to own a computer at home. some of us accessed, learned, and created the first computers, the first digital media, digital worlds.

as young adults we were first to social media and were able to access p2p tech with little real concern for digital government surveillance.

we have since seen the transition from no one has a computer to everything *is* a computer. we are all cyborgs, one way or another.
 
without AI, we had to learn how to think. with the Internet, we had all of humanity's information organized into accessible graphs, but had to stitch the world model together ourselves.

now that we have AI, the outpouring of our souls are instantly magnified intellectually, our outputs multiplied at a moment just before the creative capabilities of humanity expand exponentially. our own creative capabilities are multiplied and we will become the social and political rulers of the new digital continent.

we hold the keys to human history in our memories of purely human experience. we will be the last humans to retain any memory of the pre-computer era. we are the first to lead into digital nativism. 

 # Embracing the Multifaceted Self: Navigating the Desire to Do It All

In the modern era, where the world is our oyster, many of us find ourselves overwhelmed by the sheer number of paths available to us. It's a phenomenon I've grappled with personally and one that resonates with countless others: the insatiable urge to branch out in multiple directions, akin to cloning oneself to tackle every endeavor that sparks interest. From wanting to excel in our current roles to branching out into entirely new fields, the drive to explore and contribute in various capacities is a testament to our curiosity and ambition.

This urge, while exhilarating, can also be a source of considerable anxiety and frustration. How does one reconcile the desire to pursue everything with the practical limitations of time and energy? Let's delve into insights from several thought leaders and philosophies to shed light on this conundrum.

## Steven Pressfield and the Concept of Resistance
In "The War of Art," Steven Pressfield personifies the obstacles to our creative pursuits as Resistance. This force actively works against us, stymieing our efforts to bring our creative endeavors to fruition. For those of us pulled in multiple directions, understanding and combating Resistance is crucial. Pressfield's work encourages us to recognize these urges not as distractions but as indicators of our passions that are worth pursuing, albeit with a strategic approach to overcome the resistance they might face.
##  Anne Lamott's "Bird by Bird" Approach
Anne Lamott, in "Bird by Bird," offers sage advice on managing overwhelming tasks: tackle them "bird by bird," or one step at a time. For those juggling multiple interests, Lamott's strategy involves breaking down grand ambitions into manageable tasks. This method not only makes the tasks seem less daunting but also allows for a more focused and productive approach to pursuing multiple goals.
##  Buddhist Teachings on Desire
The Buddhist philosophy, as presented in "In the Buddha's Words," offers a nuanced understanding of desire. It teaches us to observe our desires with mindfulness and detachment, enabling us to discern the underlying motivations and perhaps streamline our pursuits in a way that aligns with our core values and long-term goals. This perspective can guide us in prioritizing our myriad interests based on their deeper significance to our lives.
##  Alan Watts and the Integration of Interests
Alan Watts, in his exploration of consciousness and identity, emphasizes following one's intuition and understanding the self's desires. "The Essential Alan Watts" suggests that these diverse interests are expressions of our multifaceted nature. By embracing this diversity within ourselves, we can find ways to integrate our interests into a fulfilling and coherent life path.Krishnamurti's Inquiry into the Nature of SelfIn discussions with David Bohm, Krishnamurti delves into the nature of thought and desire in "The Ending of Time." He proposes that a deep understanding of the self and our mental constructs can reveal the roots of our desires, offering insights into managing them. This approach encourages a reflective exploration of our interests, helping us to identify which pursuits genuinely resonate with our inner selves.
##Navigating the Path Forward
Given this wealth of philosophical and practical wisdom, how do we move forward? Here are some strategies:
Prioritize: Assess which interests align most closely with your values and long-term aspirations. What truly matters to you?Manage Time Wisely: Allocate your time and resources in a balanced manner that allows for exploration without leading to burnout.Experiment: Test the waters in various fields on a small scale before committing fully. This can help identify where your passions truly lie.Practice Mindfulness: Engage in mindfulness to better understand your motivations, thereby clarifying your goals and intentions.Seek Guidance: Don't shy away from seeking advice from those who've navigated similar paths. Their insights can be invaluable.
In conclusion, while the desire to do everything can feel overwhelming, it is also a reflection of our depth and capacity for growth. By adopting a strategic approach to managing our interests, we can explore the vast landscape of possibilities without losing our sense of purpose or direction. The journey is as much about discovering ourselves as it is about achieving our goals. Let's embrace the adventure, one step at a time. 

 It's nice building software for low-tech industries. Expectations are low.