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 DOES THAT RED STAMP MEAN "SUSPENDED" 
 No, probably means proof of authenticity or something like that 
 Getting irrationally angry at the internet :blobcatfluffangry: 
 Been taking a break from lurking fedi/the internet in general for this reason. Massive waste of energy 
 and how are u 
 Need to drink more salt water 
 I think feelings of emptiness are more deeply internalized numbness. It's dumb to think enjoyment is empty since I'll inevitably seek it out anyway; if it's empty then why would I want or not want it? I don't have to be aware of why to nonetheless be driven towards certain things. Ah, I want to learn more, but I'm not smart 
 Aah, aaaah, ah 
 No, I'm relying on internet hearsay unfortunately 
 I think the term is more accurately described as metabolic flexibility so if you want to look into it I'd first start with that 
 u have any sources? im not doubting u i just want to learn more 
 No, I'm relying on internet hearsay unfortunately 
 fucken couple of yEARS??? wtf 
 There's degrees to it, I don't know the exact reasoning 
 I feel better on it once I get going. It takes a while for your body to get used to it, in my exp... 
 From what I read fat adaption takes ~1-3 months to get going and a couple of years to be fully adapted, provided the person isn't carb cycling. I feel fine, better than before at least, but I can feel how 'average' my energy constantly is 
 Keto: constant meh energy 
 Arguing on the internet is less fulfilling than arguing with my dog 
 If you're not overweight then there's a decent chance you can do one 
 Not enough people do pullups, I should kill them 
 Urge to block 3DPD posters but I know it's a one-off thing 
 nostr:npub1ktnhmrknp0ckv3tw9a3l9h3krz54z22mtmd24rncnq0zu6ukr43spg9aht I wish I had a person to em... 
 There's a lot of cultural disconnect from me and other people, I'm not sure if it's this is a common thing although I suspect it is, and that sort of connection probably can't come without a strong common ground. Always felt like trying to pick apart other people and find commonality in metaphors to me, so there's no feeling of snuggling or resting 
 Do income off as a very callous person? 
 On here, no. Any callousness feels more like a healthy amount of selfishness 
 youtu.be/M9YvQSuREZ8?si=vTU4h2rd87l8f4Xf 
 wtf is a remind  :akko_what: 
 Might be their form of repost 
 In many abandoned cities there are underground dairy farms that rats are not allowed entry into.

https://i.poastcdn.org/d18957d029ad82120831a79e04dc8518a4a39b9c3721c9634415bee1121f8abb.png 
 I've come to accept the fact every girl is actually, secretly, a gacha character 
 Professional sea slug farmer 
 I insult myself a lot and sometimes that hurts others 
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 Is this a vtumor 
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 If you're not getting angry over the opinions and hysteria of strangers then there's little reason to disengage, but it feels like people intentionally go out of their way to be antagonistic for shitposting/reaction provoking purposes. Getting a real life community either way is the ideal of course