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 Damn, I’m 14. Can I stay? 
 If I was a farmer I wonder whether I would still dream of traveling the world, or be content with my fields. 
 There’s a really young guy in this kind of documentary called Clarkson Farm (would recommend) that has no want of leaving the Cotswolds - I don’t blame him though, it’s beautiful out there 🫂 He doesn’t even want to ever come to London cos it’s too many people. He’s just happy doing what he does and it made me wonder if I had been born out there, would I want for anything else? Maybe I’d think London had too many people too and I’d never step foot in it. Strange to think about but I like to wonder 🫂 
 A wolf would be a verrrry sus farmer 🫂👀😂 
 Such a great show ❤️‍🔥 never realised how much money and time and planning goes into farming and how rain and any bad weather can affect everything. It’s beautiful to watch and Clarkson is hilarious 
 I feel like I'm under pressure to post bare-faced, unfiltered pictures to prove something I don't... 
 I definitely havw pores too 🫂 and stretch marks. I think stretch marks look rather pretty though. Like branches on a tree. Also have some scars from falling over and that one time my little brother bit my arm when we were kids 🙏🏽 nothing wrong with having a little texture ❤️‍🔥 it’s a human thing. You are a very beautiful lady. Fuck what anyone else thinks 🫂 
 Exactly ❤️‍🔥🫂 
 😂❤️‍🔥🫂💯
I don’t pay too much attention to beauty standards either 🫂 cos beauty is just so subjective. 
 Beautiful 🫂 
 Wow ❤️‍🔥🫂 
 So beautiful ❤️‍🔥 love the detail. Do you know what medium they used? Looks like maybe charcoal or graphite? 

Love charcoal 🔥 so messy but fun. I’m trying to draw with less line. Experimenting 
 Wow ❤️‍🔥 

I remember trying out lithograph in sixth form 🥹 god I miss those days sometimes. Nonstop experimenting. 

That’s some insane talent he had 🔥 
 Not the best video quality 🙏🏽 but wow 🔥

https://youtu.be/AmLaM6NkTDs?si=2Zg_YUuNtZXwCRyh 
 Did this yesterday and completely lost track of time, what felt like 10 minutes was actually 2 ho... 
 Love that feeling ❤️‍🔥 I never feel guilty when it’s with a book 🫂 I do when it’s with my phone though 🫠 
 I’ve actually never read an ebook before ❤️‍🔥 might have to try this one day. Ah man, totally agree. Love the smell of books. Textbooks smell especially nice 🔥 
 A wise man I went to school with years ago said to turn nerves into excitement. I think it’s working. 
 Hard to explain, but instead of thinking of how it might go wrong, think of how it could be fun 🫂 make it feel like you’re gonna be with an old friend - that warm, comfortable happy feeling when you know you’re just going somewhere to relax and have a laugh 🫂 or think of all the exciting things that could happen as a result and your heart should feel like it’s soaring for all the right reasons ❤️‍🔥 that’s how I do it 🙏🏽 
 You will be, fren 🫂💜 I hope all is well? 🙏🏽 
 Feel a bit nervous for the weekend. Making tea. 
 This is brilliant! Thank you 🫂🫂🫂❤️‍🔥🙏🏽 
 I’m sorry you had to go through that🫂🙏🏽 will definitely be drinking it more often 😁🫂 
 Thinking about pasta 
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 I think about pasta quite a bit 🫂 
 Both ❤️‍🔥 
 I dunno why but I woke up thinking it was Christmas 🥱 feel like it 
 Aw man, wish it was snowing here 😍🫂 
 👀❤️‍🔥🫂 that could be it - it might have been the smell of Christmas decorations too though ☺️ 
 07:07 
 found the #tanelhasnt excel sheet
made by nostr:npub1jcjxjg92200kdp8guw8sysg8gr0ez29hahrfdy49h30h... 
 Yeahhh it’s really long 😭 actually @Jay you might have been right, mate 😭🫂 I don’t even know if I watched them all 👀 I’ve seen a bit here and there as a kid 🤣 I’m sure they’re great though 🙏🏽 may the force be with you on this journey tanel 
 Ahh, you’ll love it 🤣💯❤️‍🔥🫂 then you’ll be explaining all the references to us 😁 
 Have you ‘nibbled feet’ yet? 🤣🫂 
 Which part would you be okay nibbling? Toes or heel? 🫂 I’ll add to notes 🙏🏽 
 Because whoever suggested it (not me 🙏🏽… I don’t think 🤔) didn’t specify, maybe you could get away with eating a bit of toast that’s cut to look like a foot/heel 😂🫂 
 had my first ever bagel

7/10 
 I can re-send on gmail - lemme know if you need me to 🤣🫂 
 I haven’t seen it in a while 🤣🙏🏽 not for months I think, am very curious to see what he’s ticked off 👀❤️‍🔥 
 Mate?! Blasphemy, no? 😭 
 If you skip it, you should watch ‘Doctor Who’ instead 😁🫂 
 Tbf me too 🙏🏽🤣, but I feel like its something you got to experience at least once 😂🫂 
 That being said, if you end up not liking Star Wars, it’s best to remember that it was Jay that suggested to watch it and I suggested skipping it 🙏🏽🥹❤️‍🔥🫂 
 Oh dear 😭 I wasn’t expecting you not to know this one 🥹

‘The Doctor, a mysterious 2,000-year-old time traveller, and his companions journey across time and space in a ship known as TARDIS.’

I grew up watching the David Tennant and Matt Smith doctors cos they’re the best but I hear Peter Capaldi is cool too 🔥 
 He’s a Slytherin 🤣🫂 parseltongue for ‘mwuhahahaha’ 
 Ahh yeah, it’s a show 🤣🫂 this one might be a bit long too, but more fun 🔥 
 I think you’d enjoy ‘Gilmore Girls’ too come to think of it 🤔🫂 
 It is definitely corny 🤣🫂 I’ve added a ‘maybe’ to that one 
 Just teasing 🤣🫂🫂💜 
 Me too 😁❤️‍🔥🫂 I think 🤣🫂 
 nostr:nevent1qqsztp2hw6gv3k9me9qczpa9knzx9yuzyfrc480nnsa8trsjhczdyagppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qgsf... 
 Class ❤️‍🔥🫂 
 would wear to my uni graduation

it's either these or the lightning mcqueen crocs nostr:note1ykz4... 
 Crocs 😭👀 
 I would too 🔥 they’re quite sexy with a fade 
 She is the second best princess ❤️‍🔥 https://i.nostr.build/N71ltjmAeZxu95M3.jpg  
 I think it’s kind of sexy 😁❤️‍🔥 - not for me, but for someone out there 
 Oooo yeah that would drive me mad 😭 a lot of maintenance https://i.nostr.build/7HHDnu6tMRDR8xna.jpg  
 Bargain ❤️‍🔥🔥 
 NEW1 you like these? 🔥 very nice 
 Me too 🫂 
 This shoe is 75% troll 😭🫂 
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 Only annoying internet ones 🙏🏽🫂 like a Dexter situation. A fitting fate 
 🤣🫂💜 
 My heart might just burst out of my chest. Happy ♥️ 
 God, this weather is beautiful 
 There’s a chance I might be in a really good mood and just projecting it into the heavens 🤣🫂 could be a rainstorm and I’d feel like I was floating ❤️‍🔥 
 🥹❤️‍🔥 you have brilliant energy too, Jonathan 🫂 
 Heels really do change the way you walk. I usually walk like a teenage boy with my blazers, kicking doors open where I can (gracefully, like a swan would) cos I don’t like touching door handles. Walking in heels and your hips sway, your chest is puffed out, shoulders back and I’m pretty sure my ass looks a lot better too. Magic. Painful magic. Worth it. 
 Thank you, lovely 🫂 they don’t hurt that bad 🙏🏽 it’s only when I’ve been in them all day - let’s face it, heels will never feel as good as being barefoot 🫂 also spend most of my time barefoot or in Nike blazers ❤️‍🔥😁 
 I appreciate this! 🫂❤️‍🔥

This is amazing, thank you 🫂🙏🏽 I shall definitely be cautious with my use of them 
 Gm sers 
 Good morning, Max 🫂☀️ 
 I really like the numbers 3, 11 and 46. I dunno why, they just feel special. 
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