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 Is that babies bathrobe ? 🥹❤️‍🔥 he’s so cute 😭❤️ 
 Ahh, we’re British 🥹🫂 but we love to see you guys celebrate it 🙏🏽 we sometimes do Friendsgiving 
 Wow 😍❤️‍🔥 even without it, it looks beautiful 
 Rules were made to dilute fun 🫂 and to be broken ❤️‍🔥 
 Lol, just had to use PayPal to send someone 20 bucks (don't ask...). $2.99 fee 🤣🤣🤣🫠 
 I dunno why but I’ve always thought you were British 🤯😂🫂 
 👀 you’ve got me triple guessing myself 

Never heard a Brit use the word ‘bucks’ 🫂 but there’s only one way to know for sure 
 Tyson vs. Paul should be interesting 
 I saw a video of him training 🔥 he’s fast 💯 this could well be the case 
 Who do you think will win Zardoz? 
 Nahh, only because I saw Tyson hit Paul at the weigh-in (after Paul upset him, I believe) and it just seemed so unsportsmanlike of them both. I think they dislike each other too much to fake it. Could be wrong though 🤔 
 Everyone seems to be for Tyson 🔥 I dunno though, Paul’s looking rather big 👀 Quite excited to see 
 😂🫂❤️‍🔥
I think you’re right, Paul could be all talk. Oh god, if he won we’d never hear the end of it 😭

It’s got to be Tyson for the win 💯 
 This is actually an incredible point 💯🫂

Didn’t think of that 👀 should be a fairly short fight 🔥 
 That’s what I thought at first, but I dunno now, after what happened at the weigh-in it seems like it could be a genuine fight 🔥👀 either that or was too much testosterone in the room 
 Goodness, it’s cold 
 Thank you, Karnage, very kind 🫂🙏🏽 already feeling warmer ☺️ 
 ❤️‍🔥🫂 
 I hate meetings, work becomes highly unproductive....second one one the way....😏 
 🫂💯 
 #filmstr
I absolutely adore these films. Haven’t seen them in a while and I find that I love them as much as I did when I was a kid.

Lost boy: ‘If Hook discovers our hideout, he’ll gut us!’
Wendy: ‘how dreadful!’
Lost boy: ‘oh, we live for it!’

Whenever something scares me I’m going to come at it as if I was a lost boy - cos I am. I need to remember that. I fear no danger! I revel in it ❤️‍🔥 (mostly) https://i.nostr.build/GEdOmdKuUchCUIiN.jpg https://i.nostr.build/ri2jzXNCUIFk0BaZ.jpg https://i.nostr.build/ar5zQvDHRmKoqYMQ.jpg  
 I'm really busy. Or at least, I need to be really busy. But here I am on Nostr instead.

I'm putt... 
 I’ll have to do this too 🫂🙏🏽 
 At this moment in time my YouTube algorithm is filled with chicken and cats. Could always be worse. 
 I think so too 🤣🫂❤️‍🔥 Thank you, Jay. For a Slytherin, you’re rather lovely 🙏🏽 
 Woow I wish I could have seen! How are they over there? Still grumpy? 🥹 
 Thank you, lovely! 💜❤️‍🔥 I think I am ☺️ I’m slightly bias though 
 That’s wonderful 🥹❤️‍🔥🫂
I always sleep really well after seeing him 🤣 so exhausted, I fall asleep real fast 🙏🏽 
 I love drawing on cartridge paper. Will go to the London Graphic Centre or Cassart soon for another sketchbook. Been getting through this one faster than I ever have. 
 😁☺️💜🫂🫂 
 gm, good people. ☕ ☁️  Happy Friday. 
 Good morning, Shawn 🫂☀️ 
 Reading.
Mr Mallers is Peter Pan, Mr Dorsey is Hook, Mallory is Tinker bell, fiatjaff is the crocodile who swallowed the clock, Jeroen is Nana, Yarnlady is Mrs Darling and the rest of us are Hooks crew and the lost boys, girls, ladies, gentleman, humans. 
Nostr is Neverland.

Sleepy 😴 https://i.nostr.build/qAOVv6oV8n80SgrQ.jpg https://i.nostr.build/cwTBnYc5LRKsxi2m.jpg  
 Thank you, lovely ☺️💜🙏🏽 realising it’s rather fun being a lost boy ❤️‍🔥 for a littlllle while longer 
 I think so too! 🫂 that would make you Mr Darling, of course 🙏🏽 
 Very small world 💯🫂

That’s amazing! ❤️‍🔥

Have you seen The Folio Society’s edition? It’s absolutely lovely. 
 We have a rule in our house: we don’t use the word “can’t”. 

You can and you will. It’... 
 Love this 🫂❤️‍🔥 
 Yeahh I was just talking about this with my big brother 🥹 it’s so sweet how they are with each other. I love seeing stuff like this ❤️‍🔥 breaks up some of the seriousness 
 i can’t stop thinking about the paella i had in ibiza and its becoming a problem. why can’t i... 
 Scared me a little 😂 thank you for being straight with me though, genuinely appreciate that 🫂🙏🏽 
 I really like that I can add people by username 🫂💯 
 Trying out Signal. I like it. My name means sign/signal in Arabic. Feels like a sign to start using it. 
 You know I’m always up for a chit chat with you OM 🫂🙏🏽😁 I just keep all my chit chatting open on nostr now - the only person on nostr I spam with private texts is Mallory 🤣 
 Foot Soldier 🫡😁🫂

Ive started keeping my chats with nostriches open on the nostr feed - Mallory’s really my one exception though, I enjoy spamming her with my silly thoughts too much ❤️‍🔥🫂 
 Meredith Whittaker is kind of a badass 💯 She really held her own here. I like her a lot - not that that matters, but that’s why I’ll continue to use signal 🫂 I like her morals. 

https://youtu.be/E--bVV_eQR0?si=K0_w1WVHrxmIY2Ve 
 Little signs, little signals 🫂 
 Little brother Panda scored 7 goals at football today ❤️‍🔥 get innnn. So proud of him. Gonna go watch him play next time. 
 🤣🫂🫂🫂 
 i have a gym crush 

idk if there’s a correlation between that and me not missing a day 

but yeah 
 I love this ❤️‍🔥🤣🫂 this will be how I meet my future husband 🙏🏽 
 Hope you are too ❤️‍🔥🫂🙏🏽 
 Nooo I’m so sorry, fish 🫂 hoping you’ll feel better soon 🙏🏽 
 Running lateeee. Last night I dreamt I was flying over rivers and mountains 
 Oh no! I’m so sorry 🙏🏽🫂 I bet you will fly in your dreams again one day 🫂 just got to remember if you feel young at heart then you can fly 
 Real life flying > dream flying ❤️‍🔥 that’s fantastic 🫂 
 I think I recognise the theatre 💯🔥

Thank you NEW1 🫂 very kind 🙏🏽, this is possibly I suppose, you never know, lightning could strike 
 You are definitely not mean, lovely 🫂💜 or old ❤️‍🔥 30s is where it’s at I hear 
 How did I miss this 🤣😂🤣🔥

I got a huge box of Yorkshire tea today and I’m so excited about it I messaged Mallory just to tell her about it 🤣 this meme is the truth ❤️‍🔥💯 
 Would work on me 💯🥹 
 😂🤣😂🫂💜 
 I dunno how it’s possible to miss someone I never really knew. I miss my dad a lot lately, but I never knew him - not really. He died before I could remember him properly. I have 4 memories - him picking me up from nursery, him holding me and cuddling me after I was crying, me asking him not to leave me, and him dying. I think he would have come with me on my long walks and visited galleries with me. Maybe he would have taken me to my first concert and we’d share music. I’d go on dates and he’d meet the guy eventually and make sure to scare him a little so he wouldn’t break my heart. When I got married he would have given me away, and would have danced with me. I like this picture, cos it kinda looks like he’s looking at me, I think. I swear, the older I get, the more emotional I get. Most inconvenient. I think it’s cos it’s getting close to my 29th and I feel nervous - not about getting old, but I just don’t want to end up like the bird lady from Home Alone 2 cos I make too many mistakes. I’m a giant baby, I know.

My family think I’m really mysterious, which always makes me laugh, but I guess I can be a bit secretive about things. I’m selective about meaningful things I share. It’s not that I’m trying to hide things, I just find it hard to talk about things I care about sometimes. Slightly easier to write about it. That’s one of the reasons why I post so much on nostr (and twitter, sorry 🫂). Juuuust in the off chance I’m ever unable to be there for my children one day, they WILL know me - if they want to. There will be a part of me online that will never die, here for when they need me, cos nostr will never go down.

I write in my diary for them too, but incase that gets lost, and Mr Musk somehow accidentally deletes twitter, they have nostr. Here’s where they can see their mum post about the London Underground 😅 but also when they’re almost 29 and feeling nervous, they will know it will be okay, cos once upon a time mum felt the same way, and she figured it out.

Of course, I could always end up like the bird lady in the park from ‘home alone 2’, without children, living in the roof of an opera house… (the last bit sounds rather lovely though).

Anyway, now that I’ve spilled a secret part of my heart all over nostr, sharing far too much, I’m off to bed. Goodnight 🫂 https://i.nostr.build/XxV1yd6difwuHJ81.jpg  
 I’m sorry I missed this, Jonathan 💜 unbelievably kind message, thank you 🙏🏽 I believe this too 🫂 completely agree. 

I’m totally onboard with that 🔥 the music would be incredible, we’d have the best seats 
 This is beautiful 🤯❤️‍🔥 I shall visit this and the Seattle gum wall one day 🫂 
 This is amazing! Thank you atyh 😍🫂 definitely doing this ❤️‍🔥 
 Northern line. Let’s face it, the best line.
#photography https://i.nostr.build/ccTiCiA9bvq0ntan.jpg https://i.nostr.build/0L2Pn4KdMPAqWd0B.jpg  
 The northern line is my usual line 🔥🫂 I feel you, I actually prefer it to be a little busy at night 💯. Busy night busses are great too 
 Sorry I missed this, Jamw 🫂 thank you 💜 incredibly kind 🙏🏽 
 Was meant to react with 🫂* 🙏🏽 
 Ooo I meant the romcom 👀🫂

Very cool! I know it’s just the transport for you, but I find it rather fascinating 🙏🏽❤️‍🔥 
 It’s one of my favourites ❤️‍🔥🫂

Me too! Can’t wait to try out the NY Subway, I hear it’s an adventure 🥹

Yeah I hear LA is for driving cos everything is so spaced out 
 My big brother and his girlfriend got me this jumper many moons ago. It’s a bit faded and I know it’s really early to wear it, but I just really like it https://i.nostr.build/OUczjWi9RDN4TKhU.jpg  
 Forgot about this 😂🤣🫂