moussaka?  

 Hit bottom and realised the system was broken. Researched why went to jekyll island, found gold. Felt smug and learnt to trade the system h/t T. D. and Tone Vays. Backtested my genuis and discovered doing nothing is actually something in BTC land. Tried to self diagnose my continued symptoms of unease and found a well trodden path of "rabbit hole","bitcoin", "pleb" then was welcomed by freaks!