@1d3ebe08 I'm sorry it's like this. We found the first few years hard but things picked up once she could communicate a bit. I'm sure you're fed up of hearing from people saying that it gets better though... it doesn't help now! Would you consider joining a parent support group if there's one near you? A friend of mine in Ireland got a lot by just being in a WhatsApp group of other moms. 

 @456f6655 That may be a good idea, I'll have to look into it to see if there's anything around me.