I HATE opiates. They destroyed my sisters life. She broke her arm like 15 years ago and they gave her oxy. She spent the next 10 years selling everything she owned to snort pills. 

 I'm just happy I never went that way, man. 

 It fucked her up. 

 I spent too many years as an opiate addict. I ended up homeless and a pill head. They destroyed the White middle class like crack did to the niggers. 

 We're free now, tho 👊🏻 

 Ya damned right. If it wasn't for Christ, there is 100% chance I'd be dead. 

 Me too

Even nowadays I kinda still want die :akkosad: 

 I know that feel. That's just the flesh throwing a fit. In those hard times of doubt and fear, it is the best time to turn to Christ. 
He will comfort you and give you strength. 

 I will try :akkosad2: 

 I'll pray for you brotherman.