As a hobbyist numerologist, here's what I think could be the issue: Because you're not in "the club", you don't get all the fake support that most channels do (the likes of Mr. Beast, for example). The reason for that is simply because you're a normal human being who has skills that you want to share. That's all fine and dandy, but if you're not part of the tribe (DM me for some details), then what's the point? As I have said in a previous post, I do not care about fame. I care about people becoming tech literate. Nothing more, nothing less.