I'm still struggling to understand if this is AI generated or not. I'm also sorry you went through all that. The world is a cruel place.  

 Definitely a cruel place. We gain experience and lessons. Etc  

 💯 

I find life's greatest lessons are in the field. 

I am perpetually situationally aware and can't turn it off.  

 Not sure if it ever leaves … truly. Eyes 👀 dart 🎯 sometimes but …. Hmm. 🤔  

 Hmm  

 Just had snack.