Man, sorry to hear you feel like that. Not gonna pretend Im some philosopher, but "It’s always darkest before the dawn" as they say. You'll come out the other side, just gotta fight through it 💪 

 Please have a look at my bookmarks for the Nostr Bros whom you can reach out to. 

 I’ve known that feeling brother. Can’t tell you it will all be better tomorrow but it won’t be as bad as you might imagine it will be. The sun will rise and there will be air to breathe and even if some days that’s all we can say is good, I try to remember that that’s still really quite something. Hang in their brother. 

 Probably should stop doing coke.

That really f’s with your self regulation. 

 Clean for 5 years. Juat having a bad day. A little venting.  

 Vent away.

It gets better.