Oddbean

https://i.nostr.build/18dFYMhKWKInDMhZ.jpg Hello fren! I drained myself physically and mentally in the last year and I felt the need to take some time for myself. Spent the last 3+ weeks "rooting", reshaping good habits and routines that I left aside in the last period, and that made me weak. I noticed I forgot there's one person we will have to deal and share thoughts, emotions and feelings for as long as we'll breath: "me".. and I reminded myself is better to keep and nourish and strengthen that relationship as much as I could. I missed to do that for various reasons in the last months, so I needed to catch up. I am #NostrOnly and missed so much not sending and not sharing "GM" and "PV" with all my fellow #plebs, not shitposting and not reading and zapping your notes. I admit I did open Amethyst a couple of times for brief seconds.. it was so tempting, and I wasn't strong enough 😅 Anyway, not that I went somewhere but, I am back! And I missed all of you and your energy so fucking much, and I am ready to flourish again, also thanks to it.. are you still #blooming?! 😁🍀💜🫂 GM

I experienced the same drain. Specially during winter time. So now it's our spring and it's time to flower. But instead of leaving Nostr I left real people. More time for myself, engage in my own life. Create what I wanted to create. Reprogram, practice, vision. People is contagious. Mirror neurones are strong. People is psychedelic, should be taken in proper sets and settings.

Yes Sato, exactly like that. I did also left a lot of real people before entering #nostr, and was amazed about how many good and honest souls I have found here in this last almost two years now. But sometimes you need time just for yourself, to dive some level deeper in yourself and then restart, like contracting before expanding again. Love your comparison between people and psychedelics.. completely agree.

Only now I noticed I failed to upload the pic.. 😅 https://i.nostr.build/krZLliMdZ4Qe5ckj.jpg nostr:nevent1qqswgc8nuq3kct9xupfu9uz743mxm0j8czkz5qhkm83l7m44ym7ky6qpzpmhxue69uhkummnw3ezumt0d5hsygygv7ldj05fey7smzkf3vjy8324g7v7mwgeqdrfg6cjuql3xejy2qpsgqqqqqqsww4ymz